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"So come, I say! Let's hear no more lying rationalizations. Be honest in your intents as we will be honest in ours. We will defend our freedom. You will or will not attack it. Choose now, and let these witnesses see the true issue debated here."

Purr Garrett👑 Clock that shit🙌🏽

”There had to be a way to save her, even if that was the only thing I could do. Suddenly, I knew that this was all I wanted anymore. The rest I would bear if I had to, but not her life being forfeited. Not that. She was the one thing I simply had to save.”

This is so NOT Bella. Like HELLO: Edward??!!!

“Her tiny face was so absolutely perfect that it stunned me. She was even more beautiful than her father. Unbelievable. Impossible.”

“The gravity of the earth no longer tied me to the place where I stood.

It was the baby girl in the blonde vampire's arms that held me here now.

Renesmee”

Ugh🥀

“I didn't feel any reason to be here beside her. She wasn't here anymore. So this body had no more draw for me. The senseless need to be near her had vanished. Or maybe moved was the better word. It seemed like i felt the pull from the opposite direction now. From down the stairs, out the door. The longing to get away from here and never, ever come back.

“I sighed, and I heard Edward sigh very quietly, too. I knew he wished she'd get over me, too. Too bad he'd never ask her to do anything that might make her unhappy.”

🥴🙄

"It feels... complete when you're here, Jacob. Like all my family is together. I mean, I guess that's what it's like I've never had a big family before now. It's nice." She smiled for half a sec- ond. "But it's just not whole unless you're here."

Diabolical

(2/2) Then he says this… like he’s contradicting himself!?

”Because, despite what you think, this isn't just about Bella. We're protecting those who should be protected. And that applies to the Cullens, too." At least a fair number of them, anyway.”

(1/2) Jacob he says this shit first:

”When... if that thing killed Bella, it was going to be easy to forget how I felt about Carlisle's family right now. They would probably look like enemies-like no more than bloodsuck- ing leeches-to me all over again.”

What was he saying? That Bella should, what? Have a baby? With me? What? How? Was he giving her up? Or did he think she wouldn’t mind being shared?

“Whichever. Whatever keeps her alive.”

“That’s the craziest thing you’ve said yet,” I mumbled.

“She loves you.”

“Not enough.”

😦

“I don’t care about anything but keeping her alive,” he said, suddenly focused now. “If it’s a child she wants, she can have it. She can have half a dozen babies. Anything she wants.” He paused for one beat. “She can have puppies, if that’s what it takes.”

😧

“He raised a hand as if to wipe sweat from his forehead, but his fingers scraped against his face like they were going to rip his granite skin right off. His black eyes burned in their sockets, out of focus, or seeing things that weren’t there. His mouth opened like he was going to scream, but nothing came out. This was the face a man would have if he were burning at the stake.”

💔💔💔💔

“Because I knew I would have to live a lot more, suffer a lot more, to ever understand the searing agony in Edward’s eyes.” 😓

“When I’d dreamed of Renée providing me with a brother, I’d always imagined an older brother. Someone to take care of me, rather than the other way around.”

In which universe does Bella voluntary wish to be taken care of??

“His manic concentration made me sick to my stomach—not like the morning sickness, just uncomfortable. I would wait somewhere else for his mood to pass. I couldn’t talk to this icy, focused Edward who honestly frightened me a little.”

WOW UNBELIEVABLE!!! BUT SHE DOESN’T SAY SHIT WHEN JACOB ACTS UP.

“The phone kept ringing. I wished Edward would answer it—I was having a moment. Possibly the biggest of my life.”

HE’S ALSO HAVING A MOMENT FOR FUCKS SAKEEE

“Of course, how would anyone know if vampire men could father children, when their partners were not able? What vampire on earth would have the restraint necessary to test the theory with a human woman? Or the inclination? I could think of only one.”

😶‍🌫️

“Of course Rosalie could not conceive a child, because she was frozen in the state in which she passed from human to inhuman. Totally unchanging.”

Okay then let’s apply the same logic on Edward 😊 because this makes no sense 🤪 how are his swimmers “active” if he’s in a frozen state…

“Jacob was even more obsessed with my humanity than Edward. He treasured every one of my heartbeats, knowing that they were numbered.”

WHAT A BIG FAT FUCKING LIE THIS IS!!

Edward murmured, and I knew he was leaving us, giving me a gift of his own-this moment with Jacob.

"Oh, Jacob." I was crying now; I couldn't get the words out clearly. "Thank you."

"Stop blubbering, Bella. You'll ruin your dress. It's just me.'

"Just? Oh, Jake! Everything is perfect now."

He snorted. "Yeah-the party can start. The best man finally made it."

"Now everyone I love is here."

SICK😳

“At first it was worse. Because there was that smaller part of me—smaller, but getting louder and angrier every minute, screaming at the rest of me—that craved a different set of arms. So then there was fresh guilt to season the pain.”

That’s SO fucked😦😧 fucking SICKKK

"I wonder when it will happen," I said. "When the right girl is going to catch your eye."

“Don't get your hopes up, Bella." Jacob's voice was abruptly sour. "Though I'm sure it would be a relief for you.

“Maybe, maybe not. I probably won't think she's good enough for you. I wonder how jealous I'll be.”

What the ACTUAL fuck 😰 Bella’s really done it.

“The worst part is that I saw the whole thing—our whole life. And I want it bad, Jake, I want it all. I want to stay right here and never move. I want to love you and make you happy. And I can't, and it's killing me. It's like Sam and Emily. Jake—I never had a choice. I always knew nothing would change Maybe that's why I was fighting against you so hard."

It just keeps getting worse and worse for fucks sake-

“I could see what he saw, and I knew that he was right. If the world was the sane place it was supposed to be, Jacob and I would have been together. And we would have been happy. He was my soul mate in that world-would have been my soul mate still if his claim had not been overshadowed by something stronger, something so strong that it could not exist in a rational world.”

This is so FUCKED

I’m so disgusted by both Bella and Jacob 😐

“I can be noble, Bella. I'm not going to make you choose between us. Just be happy, and you can have whatever part of me you want, or none at all, if that's better. Don't let any debt you feel you owe me influence your decision."

This is so sad 😔

Give Edward to me, I will treat him right.

TFFFFFFFFFFFF

“For the tiniest fragment of that second, I saw the bobbing heads of two small, black-haired children, running away from me into the familiar forest.”

SICK SICK SICKKKKKKKKKKK😨

“Jacob was right. He'd been right all along. He was more than just my friend. That's why it was so impossible to tell him good- bye-because I was in love with him. Too. I loved him, much more than I should, and yet, still nowhere near enough. I was in love with him, but it was not enough to change anything; it was only enough to hurt us both more. To hurt him worse than I ever had.”

😨 WTFFFFFFF