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I spent my childhood thinking that I was the problem—that there was a level of good I could achieve that would satisfy him. I learned to read his shifting moods like changing weather, but no matter how I twisted and turned, no matter how small I made myself, there was no way to avoid his mercurial wrath.

“We love rainy days, don’t we, baby?”

“On Mars there is not much gravity. So you have to pull the feet to break the neck. They let the loved ones do it.”

“I want to put my teeth in you just to watch you bleed. I want to know what you taste like. I want to leave my marks on your skin. I want to cover you until all you smell like is me. I don’t want anyone to touch you ever again. I want you. Every part of you.”

"Is...there a way I can fight your dreams for you?" he asked, his tone ladened with so much concern "I do not like that you are afraid of them."😭