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This loop has been an exercise of being afraid and doing it anyway…having the courage to hope when it all feels hopeless

It’s the kind of image that makes me wish I was an artist, if only for tonight

It’s an awful thing, wanting to be wanted

He says my name like it’s something delicate. A slip of silk. Dandelion fluff.

She’ll

And yet… sometimes our brains aren’t entirely logical, are they?

At least that loneliness was familiar. The unknown is always scarier

College is a web of lies

It is strange that I am dying from a diseased womb, I who have never had periods and who have never known men

Lord if you’re up there somewhere, and you aren’t too busy, come and say a few words to me, because I’m very lonely and it would make me so happy.

The mistress of silence, owner of bunkers and corpses

We’re better off dead then desperate

The bus is so weird

I was certain that you don’t build endurance by pushing yourself beyond your limits

What prompts decisions when you are utterly alone

I told myself that that was perhaps how, in the time of the humans, people said goodbye to the body of a cherished lover, but trying to ingrain them in their memory

Death is sometimes so discreet that it steals in noiselessly, stays for only a moment and carries off its prey

We had survived the prison, the plains and the loss of all hope, but the women had discovered that survival is no more than putting off the moment of death

Ending in that way surrounded by corpses how sad

In fact, she didn’t stand out in any way. I suppose that’s what is meant by easy-going

Why did she end up traveling alone?

That’s devastating

The sense of an infinite void, vertigo, and the fear of falling in this strange darkness, spinning endlessly in nothingness.

I was less surprised than the others, who had lived in a world where things used to make sense. But I had known only the absurd.

I would think she would be the most afraid because of her lack of experience

Inevitably with memory comes pain

Something that everybody does because meaningless

But to be loved by others, you had to be beautiful

But human beings needed to speak otherwise they lose their humanity

Anger was my only weapon against the horror