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‘Sometimes I think that I transitioned into loneliness’
I’ve never felt so understood

I am in so much pain

I feel like the author is giving me false hope

Oh Fiona…

Have you noticed how the most beautiful landscapes lose their brilliance as soon as our thoughts prevent us from seeing them properly?

I respect everyone’s freedom too much (probably because I can’t bear to have mine undermined)

Philippe Besson, the writer you are

In the end, love was only possible because he saw me not as who I was, but as the person I would become.

He tells me something I did not know: that I will leave

His whole life had been a steady procession of him passionately loving what other people merely liked, and struggling, mostly failing, to translate to anyone else how and why everything mattered so much.

He is so busy reminding himself of the event’s significance that the significance becomes abstract

‘His relationship with this entire body is distant. He doesn’t exactly hate it, but he doesn’t relate go it either. He looks in the mirror and can’t be sure that this body is his.‘

I’m gonna make a family tree bc I’m confused

HE’S NOT DEAD??

This book is taking me forever to read

Art is your homeland

It’s an act of magnificent rebellion to do meaningless things, to waste time, to swim and drink soda and sleep late. To be silly and frivolous, to laugh at stupid little jokes and tell stupid little stories.

‘Joar was good at mending engines, because in them he could always see what was broken, but humans are full of crap you can’t see. We break in the invisible parts.’

I'm so in love with this story

‘I never know if I’m feeling the right thing’ THIS BOOOOOKKK. Somehow it’s even better than the first time I read it

Someone please find me a miles or a daphne🥲🥲

I love them SO much

Til this point, all I’ve read about is all of them crashing out (I’m not complaining)

I don’t think I’ve cared more about a character than I do about Benji

Yara cried, I’m scared