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You couldn’t help it that you were born without a heart. At least you tried to believe what the people with hearts believed—so you were a good man just the same.

It felt like the only time Cyrus really felt now-ness was when he was using. When /now/ was physiologically, chemically discernible from /before/.

Living happened till it didn’t. To say no to a new day would be unthinkable.

he’d not only failed to understand the country of his origin; he’d also failed to love it. He realized he was about to invent an India he could both comprehend and love—a simplified version.

I do that in my head to people—get rid of all the meat so I can see nothing but their souls. Then I forgive them.

I am so damn sick of people telling me proudly that they are survivors! Nine times out of ten it’s a cannibal or billionaire!

Stay on the earth, you eagles of the future! The heavens have been explored and they are empty. And what lies under the earth is empty too, filled with bones and shadows. Stay on the earth and swim another few hundred thousand years!

That’s how one gets acquainted in Paris—genito-urinary friendships.

Pretend to be good always, and even God will be fooled.

Tell them I dream about them all the time.

Most Tralfamadorians had no way of knowing that Billy’s body and face were not beautiful. They supposed he was a splendid specimen. This has a pleasant effect on Billy, who began to enjoy his body for the first time.

No one had ever said my name in such a way. No one had ever wanted me so much. Come to me. I am waiting.

bro is calling himself a hero unironically

cop 😐

Oh, Mr. Trout, […] teach us to sing and dance and laugh and cry. We’ve tried to survive so long on money and sex and envy and real estate and football and basketball and automobiles and television and alcohol—on sawdust and broken glass!

I must confess I once envied someone very much because he was loved, well cared-for, guarded by reason and strength, and because he lay peacefully under flowers. I’m always quick to envy.

Yesterday I dreamt about you. I hardly remember the details, just that we kept on merging into one another

I am dirty, Milena, infinitely dirty, this is why I scream so much about purity.

I’m doing badly, I’m doing well, whichever you prefer[…].

it’s getting dirty 😧

And sometimes and ten times and a thousand times and always I want to be with you and you are saying the same thing. Enough, enough.