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Ugh 😤 colonization is happening... it's not like I'm incredibly invested in Baru and her wonderful family already. So you know it's not gut-wrenching at all reading they were separated and that they're hurting from a big major loss or anything like that... I'm totally fine 😭

I've been wanting to read this book. Thank you Sam, for reminding me

"Worm Meat is about the lengths we will go for control. Over ourselves, and those around us."

"Funerals are much like weddings when one really considers it, two sides of the same coin. (...) A funeral planner. A wedding planner."

Irene's working as an assistant to the mortician... assistant To The Regional mortician lol
I am loving this book sm, It's morbid, psychotic and absolutely toxic. I'm having a great time :3

“What’s going on?” I asked, my curiosity piqued.
“My folks are moving. They dropped the news on me a few days ago.”
I let out a low whistle.
“You guys are close, I take it?”
August’s nose wrinkled.
“Not like… in an incestuous way, but I spend a lot of time over at their house. Which is now being sold.”
The laugh exploded from me. “Didn’t assume the incest, but thanks for the clarification.”

Oh August honey why lol

Forgot to add this gem! Lmao

"And it was Nonagesimus’s own fault for being controlling and secretive about every aspect of her whole ghastly little life. She would not thank Gideon even if she had sat her flat ass in a puddle of molten lava, especially not as Gideon would religiously mark each anniversary of the day Harrow destroyed her butt with magma."

“Here. Take this veil.”
Gideon kept mopping at her eyes. “I’m all good.”
“I said put it on. I’m not having you struck blind when the door opens.”
“I came prepared, my sweet.”
“What are you even saying half the time—”

I've missed them sm! 😙

dnf

This is good, No, wait... THIS IS REALLY REALLY GOOD!

"Unrelated" TMI: I've been emoting hard these days, so the reason I'm bawling my eyes out every few chapters (speacially Adam's POV) is unexpected (?). Could be the tons of stress catching up to me, or 🤷 Idk! I really don't.

I'm half way through and I already want to start the book again!

On hold. Cause my blood keeps boiling up - you know, transphohia on teens 😤. I will most def come back to this one, it did captivate me with the writing and themes. But apparently I'm not in a comfortable space to read memoirs or half-memoirs, specially about a highly mistreated community... ("mistreated" isn't enough to cover it)

Awwww! Micah.... I'm glad you've found people who enjoy you for you (L&L staff🫶). And the articles thing (🥹☺️)....

Btw, how do you prefer to pronounce "Micah" - meeka or mica -. Personally I'm going for Micah as is in Michael, idk it just clicked for me....
Friends, I am eating this up! I needed this...

I think I'll stop pushing myself to TRYING to read this book.... It def feels like a task. It's just terrible...

DNF for now

She wants to KILL the "supposed animal" to EAT IT! What tf? Why tf?
Honestly, there's no rent no bills, she DOES NOT need to forage or hunt for sustenance... seriously why is her first instant is to kill a creature?? Just go back inside read wtv and don't terminate a life just bc you can.
She literally gets everything she needs and wants from the food drop or wtv that the company does EVERY WEEK!! *massive eyeroll"

Ew! Why would you miss "fresh milk"?! Didn't you grew up in like Chicago or wtv (I would understand if you'd grew up on a farm, PROBABLY I'd give it pass)


ANYWHO ...

👉👈 Caleb's antics are making me a bit tired ... It's becoming way too predictable and waaaay too childish for my tastes.

I'm taking my sweet sweet! time with this re-read 😏
And this time I've got reading buddies 🫶 yay this is so fun!

This is exactly what I was expecting! It's just Perfect🤌
If you have this one on your "want-to-read" pile, read it soon. Cause we all need this book as a mindset like yesterday! Tought it contains mentions queerphobia in hxstory, whether in the scientific society or just "humans being stoopid, ignorant, bigot humans".
Btw, I'm flipping out that penguins are bisexual - sexually fluid at least! 🐧

"Part of me didn’t think he’d ever get better while he was in there [in the cage]. I knew he wasn’t human, but that didn’t mean he was an animal. I’d seen moments of keen awareness in his eyes."
I can't wait to see what plot twist Mayne is going for. I'm not letting myself guess or theorize anything, I'm just going with "book-flow", since I fully trust the author's pacing.
Lilac and his aloof voice *chef's kiss*

"Part of me didn’t think he’d ever get better while he was in there [in the cage]. I knew he wasn’t human, but that didn’t mean he was an animal. I’d seen moments of keen awareness in his eyes." I can't wait to see what plot twist Mayne is going for. I'm not letting myself guess or theorize anything, I'm just going with "book-flow", since I fully trust the author's pacing.
I'm living for Lilac, his aloof voice

Chapter 12!! The hot springs OMFG!
How is ut possible that Mayne was able to make it hilarious and also so f*cking sexy!

Oh don't mind me, I'm just close to loosing my mind over how the narrator (Michael Lesley) does the main character's voice ("Ghost") in a tone that he hasn't done yet in any of the audiobooks. It almost sounds like a complete different person 🫠 it all sounds so wonderful 😍

I'm loving the "Wanny" (Wyn+Danny) with Edin+Hunter (I don't have a clue what's their ship name🤔). I love their dynamics!

I'm not even to finish this book and I already want to start all over again! Wolfy & Simon, Simon & Wolfy. They will most definitely be living rent-free till the end of time. C. Rochelle is 🔥! The main characters🫠😍, the world-building, the plot !!!!! Yeeeesh I think this book just ruined me.... 🫣

There's 23 hours of audiobook,!!! I find that this is going to take way too much time to finish (don't get me wrong it's not that bad), it's just drags the narrative and/or descriptions a bit too much than I expected... I still think it was a great decision to listen in Spanish - with the beautiful and harmonious Argentinian accent.

I know I'm taking my time with some books, but this one is def a gem!

Chapter 7 - "Undoing Vampirism" by Lilah Sturges - "You ape humanity, but you are not human. Your empathy is a sham. Your commitment to peace and justice is an obscene joke." - one of the best story from this collection 👏 👏👏