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The story keep dragging on and on and I don't have the patience!

"You are better than waffles, Matthias Helvar."
"Let's not say things we don't mean, my love"

😔😔 i don't know if i have to laugh or cry

Ok SHUT UP SHUT UP!!! Why is he so cute and with all his brooding is a shy man?! nd he's whipped! Like literally he can't focus when she's in range!

Ugh and he stutters and gets flustered when talking to her
Mind you
He's 34 years old!

OMG
this is a shifter romance!!!
I never knew
Now I'm very curious to know if I like or hate this genre 🤔🤔

This is so addictive!

The irresistible urge to spoil this for myself but then I wouldn't read it ever again if I did but I NEED TO READ IT FAST ENOUGH BECAUSE THIS IS SCRATCHING MY MIND SO BADLY

Holly really make boring first chapters
Once you get those out of the way, you get a masterpiece
Like covering gold with plastic bags!

Seriously, doesn't she think about anything but sex?

I'm truly losing the plot and the characters and thr lines
I'm losing everything and I really want to leave this here

This is so fucked up...

I know her relationship with her current boyfriend is only sexual + purely for pissing her parents (also for drugs) but it doesn't feel right for her to explore Aldo's mind and get to know him while she's in an official relationship (technically it's not even a real relationship but they have labels on it??)
Ugh
Am I a complex person or is it that deep?

Their conversations are so weird as in (they are so awkward and weird because they barely talk to people they don't know how to talk normally 😭😭)(but again, aren't we all weird in some ways?)

I wouldn't mind killing Simon fr
He's so annoying and just trouble to Clary (and eventually to my babyboy Jace 🤬🤬)

I feel stupid reading this
Maybe I'm not built for this kind of literature (doing this because my friend told me it would be good "later") 😭😭

Is this a novel or a play? Why novel in play set 😭😭😭 I'm so confused like what's even going on?!

Also hating the only other girl in your group just because she's older and beautiful is such a lame pick me girl act like please PLEASE grow up fast and be friends with Isabella she's so cool 😭😭🙏🏻
And Isa has been good to her lending her clothes and all

I really didn't want to say this because I know she is still 15 and teenagers are mostly like this but Clary babe you're A REAL pick me 😭😭
I know she will grow up but I still can't help but cringe at her sometimes I think that's why I have been reading this slowly
This and because nothing major is happening rn just talks but i know we are building this slowly

“When I was little… the teachers would say, ‘Let’s all be friends.’
Back then, I believed that.
And I still do for the most part, but…
Sometimes things don’t work out.
They never taught us what to do after you’ve tried and it still doesn’t work out.”


☹️☹️

"I think I'm just used to feeling like I'm asking too much when I need something."
"You're not asking too much, you were just asking the wrong person. Ask me instead."

SOBBING CRYING HITTING THE WALL!!!

Listening to the cure by Olivia while reading about Emma crying because she realises that she was broken all these years and she wants to love Justin but she can't because she thinks she's too broken for that 😭😭😭 NO BUT PLEASE LIKE KILL ME THIS HURTS SO MUCH! Iykyk

Can we move to when we get the happy ending? I'm tired of this on off thing 😭😭🙏🏻

"You didn't want to see him sooner? You dragged me all the way to Minnesota, extorted me and everything to get here."
"I just feel kind of bad taking up his time when I know it's not going to lead anywhere and I'm leaving in a few weeks."
"Maybe he wants you to take up his time."
Yep
He definitely does, he would beg her on his knees if he didn't think she would cringe 😭😭😭

She changed her plans to be in the same city with him so they can fake date
And he felt like a truck hit him when he saw her for the first time after weeks of texting and video calling, and he is now so nervous because she is in front of him he has to physically will himself to act cool and pretend he isn't nervous 😭😭😭😭!!!

"I've got a Bumble date in a half an hour. Let him buy me food."
I pulled my face back. "A date? What happened to George?"
"He's gone, Justin. May God rest his soul."
I blinked at her. "Your boyfriend died?"
"He's dead to me.'
😭😭 I know my sense of humour is broken but I can't not share it with you, this was funny