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“Someone with whom I can attempt to understand the steady decline of the world”

“As the stress and stimulation of the world became too much, I numbed my mind and let my body take over. I craved connection, gratification, for something forbidden, to lose control. There’s a contradiction here. Have you seen it?”

“There are so many bits I can’t know, and I don’t know how to give you the complete story when there’s still so much I haven’t understood.” (72)
“What could I do when the sin of living outweighed that of taking my own life?” (75)