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still conflicted on this book heavily. i really can’t say i like the fmc or mmc. i’m not sure what the plot is exactly supposed to be or what’s supposed to be going on. IDK i’m just lost

i’m halfway through i think and i’m still unsure on my feelings surrounding the plot. i don’t even think ive reached the worst part of the content warnings and that concerns me

i’m disturbed and uncomfortable 🫩

veryyyy slow start i need some action to happen like right now please🫩

i’ve seen some mixed reviews about this beauty but anyway here we GO!!

i’m a bit underwhelmed at that twist😞

this is a wild ride i’m on right now.
aya has gone crazy. will is yearning for aya and for her to return to him.
shit is about to get real and i’m NOT ready

UHMM. these last few pages are giving star wars “I will do what I must” ENOUGHHH.

i screamed out loud at the last page of part 2. what the hell is going on

oh my heart 😓😓 i miss will & aya so bad.
the torture she’s enduring and the hallucinations of will I CANT TAKE THIS BRUH.
will having memory flashbacks of when they first met oh i can’t take this

free my girl aya ✊it’s so sad to see her being treated like an experiment and then will is just in agony missing her UGHHHHH

i’m scared. last book hurt me so bad…. but let’s do this thang

i feel like i’m being gaslit by the author right now SO MUCH is happening right now dude. i’m grieving?? getting whiplash?? GIRL IM SCARED AND THERES STILL 100 PAGES LEFT

CRASHING OUT?? are we so serious right now. toga when i get my hands on you AND gianna… im telling you it won’t be pretty.
THAT WAS A SICKENING PLOT TWIST HELLO?
AND WILL IS BEING SENT AWAY???
i’m fuming.

WILLIAM WHEN I CATCH YOU.

i knew it was coming but man that just hurt me bad

i’m absolutely eating up the suspense in the plot of this book. also eating will & aya up… they are perfect

the tension surrounding this part of the book is so delicious.

“on my oath” UGH MY WILLAYA HEART.

will & aya oh my god. THAT scene. my god.
side note i feel for aya so deeply, her being paraded around like trophy… i feel for her. i know she hates all of this and i just FEEL for her. im glad she has will though, they are absolutely perfect.
she invited him to meet her dad as well oh my god my babies

gianna me and aya WILL get your ass. oh my baby will ☹️☹️☹️☹️

HERE WE GOO!!!

oh my god. oh my god. oh my god. this plot is amazing. the characters are amazing. this book has taken my breath away.

“i do not belong to you” … “you don’t belong to anyone but yourself” OH MY GAWDDDDDDD.

small update ; i am absolutely in love with this book i fear. i’m addicted to the plot and i simply cannot put the book down everytime i pick it up.

“It wasn’t the gods he feared. It was her.” OH MY GOODDDDDDDDD

HELLOOO AIDON🤭🤭🤭still team will don’t worry but aidon is a nice twist. i was not expecting a third pov to pop up but i am not mad about it. im still scared to speak too soon but the plot building is a addicting like i cannot put this book down oh my god. as i was reading that aya is like the second saint it reminds me of shadow & bone by leigh bardugo. i’m here for this book i’m addicted.

ok the last two books i read were POOP. aya is 100% my morally grey icon. if anyone touches her she doesn’t need a man to beat them , she does it herself. the tension between her and will is SO delicious but im trying not to jinx myself……

losing my mind currently. losing my mind BAD.

kiss on the hand bruh are we serious. IM STARVING FOR MORE PLEASEEEEEEEE

fighting in the trenches with this book oh my god. NO KISS? NO FLIRTING? SAVE MEE. i love slow burn but theres like 130-ish pages left and i’m fighting for some action😭😭😭 it’s obvious at this point that osric wants aurienne with the way he acts and the way he thinks about her but dude i need something. ANYTHING. PLEASE.

this is SUCH a nice refresh after alchemised oh my god. osric and aurienne are SO fucking funny i cannot stop giggling. i’m quite enjoying the plot and i love the opposites attract trope in here. osric being a casual-ish assassin is taking me out. aurienne is an icon. i love that she’s feared in the hospital she works at. looking forward to finishing the rest of this book☺️☺️