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"I need you to know that I love you. In the past. In the present. And for my entire future. I will carry you with me. Every breath I take will be for you. Every time my heart beats, it will be for you. And every smile that your mother and crazy little brother put on my face will be for you. But they need me now, baby. And I need to be there for them, the way I can't be there for you."

OH ALYYY JUST WANNA SEE ME CRYY

"There is nothing—and I mean nothing—I won't do to hold onto you. I want this with you. I need this with you. I will never let anything or anyone—including myself—take you away from me again."

THIS IS WHAT I CALL CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT YALL ARHSGJSGJS and all those things gwen kept of kaitlyn in her house, nate knowing his sister like she's alive...oh GODDDD

Aly Martinez what THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! WTF?!?!? this plot twist? is? unnecessary???

i was already feeling icked when we were shown he had a daughter and i assumed its with ow so i was like, if you were spending all these time loving her and pushing her away, how th can you have a daughter with someone else???

and then...... this chapter happened. wtf. wtf... WTFFFFF

"I think he's my number three."

"I'm willing to do whatever it takes to keep you in my life. I just need you to give me that chance."

"Just so you know, I would have sat in that house with you for the rest of my life, completely alone, just to be with you."

HOLY HELLLL YEARNINGGGGG OMG!?!? the fact that he divorced her bcs being with her doesn't hurt and he needs to hurt? bro wtffff

"I'm not sure we should be doing that."

"Really? Because I was just thinking we should have been doing that every day for the last twenty years."

UGHHH THE MOUTH ON THIS MAN ISTG!! AND HE BROKE HIS PATTERN FOR HERRRRR WTFFF

"If you don't commit a murder in front of my restaurant, you can be whoever you want."

Your man again?

ARGHHHH OMGGG her calling him baby when he's panicked, him doing the panic attack method and describing the 54321 which is ALL HER!! and this equal yearning in silent omg plssss

"When her innocent gaze lifted to mine, a wave of something I vaguely remembered as happiness washed over me.

I should have kicked my own ass right then and there.

Instead, I walked inside.

To her."

ughhhh the depressed/guilt-eating man who's mind goes quiet every time he looks at her?? PLEASEEE!!

I didn't know it's gonna be a 2nd chance romance and i'm sooo readyyy!!

also, yeah, already cried when truett was expecting his usual mental breakdown yet it stopped the moment he heard her voice, like??? OMG??

"I'd kill for you, I'd shoot myself if that makes you breathe better without me shadowing you, but I'd never...ever hurt you, Bran."

THANK YOU THANK YOU MISS RK FOR REDEEMING LAN FOR BRAN!! i love him even more now bcs of how protective he is wtf...and him calling bran his other half and frustrated that he can't protect bran...UGHHHH

"Tell me who did this to you so I can end them."

I DON'T CARE what people say about landon bcs both of them is my FAVVVVV SIBLING PAIR EVERRRRR landon might be apd but hE CARED IN HIS OWN WAYYY

also brandon, bro wtf? chapter 36. i'm losing my mind crying shaking rn bro my poor babyyy

"Even if you hate yourself, I'll love you for the both of us."

THEYRE MY BABIES YOUR HONOR THEYRE MY. BABIES!!! also LEVI is always funny asf lmao his pov never disappoints HAHAHAHA

"Congratulations, Nikolai. You get your fucking wish. We're over."

"In your fucking dreams, baby."

YASSSS BRANDON LETS GOOO WALK AWAYYY

okay so at start bran was the one being shtty but now NIKO IS SOOOO SHTTY!!! wtf??? you ghosted him after his breakdown, QUESTIONED him for choosing his twin and didn't even want to listen to him WHEN HES ALREADY STARTING TO COME OUT FOR YOU BRO WTF WTF WTFFFF

"Please... Please let me hold you like this. It doesn't hurt when you touch me."

I FCKING CANNOT MY BABY BRANDON MY BABYYYY AAAA the fact that thru out the past FOUR BOOKS he had actually been breaking apart when everyone saw him as this kind, gentle, perfect brandon......BROOO BRO BRO BROOO

One day, and I mean very, very soon, Bran won't be content with only kissing me behind closed doors. He'll be proud about being with me just like I'm over the moon about being with him.

i cannot with these two omg they're so soft with each other wtf? it's the fact that niko thinks bran wasn't as obsessed with him as he him, and how bran think niko wont like him if he lets him in??? BROOO STOPPPPP

"No one came here?"

"No."

"Why?"

Because this is our place and no one else is allowed in it.

MY BABY MY BABY MY BABY THEYRE BOTH MY BABY AND ARGHHHH IM ALREADY CRYING BRO WTF

"Nikolai, please. Don't do this."

"Go find yourself another toy. We're done. Oh, wait. We were never anything in the first place. Delete my number."

WHY AM I SAD FOR THE BOTH OF THEM AND WHY IS THIS BOOK JUST HURT???? WTFFF???

"Baby, please? I need a glimpse of you. Even if it's just your face."

WHY IS HE SO CLINGY AND PATHETIC OMG I LOVE HIMMMMM PLEASEEEEE

"Baby, please? I need a glimpse of you. Even if it's just your face."

WHY IS HE SO CLINGY AND PATHETIC OMG I LOVE HIMMMMM PLEASEEEEE

"Don't run away from me again. If you do, I'll flip the world upside down to find you. You're mine now, baby."

okayyyy here we go secret relationship!! to think throughout the event of the past FOUR BOOKS!! they were already together...now i can practically predict the reason niko was depressed in GOR was bcs of whatever happened b/w him and bran

"You're fucking crazy."

"About you."

This was supposed to be a little game, but I don't think I'm playing anymore.

The worst part is that I feel like I'm already losing.

I CAN FEEL THE ANGST COMING I'M NOT READY

"I'll take anything he allows me to have. Even if small, I'll fucking gobble it all down and store it in that nook inside me that's disturbingly filled with him."

bROOOO THE YEARNING FROM BOTH SIDEEEE THOOO EVEN FROM SO EARLY ON ARGHHHH i like that niko didn't just blatantly be blinded by his crush for bran, and how bran held on to him too like ARGHHHHHH

On a scale of straighter-than-straight Jer to fluid-as-lube Kill to confused-as-shit Gareth, I wonder where Brandon King falls.

Not that I'm tempted to find out.

That would be crazy.

JUST KIDDING. I am crazy.

HAHAHAHAHAHA YASSSS GO FOR IT NIKOOO

"Niko, please tell me you weren't talking to invisible people just now."

"Of course not. I was having a very frustrating conversation with my d*ck."

"That's even worse."

HAHAHAHA NIKO IS SUCH AN AIRHEAD I LOVE HIM

i didn't notice their age gap in the family tree but I LOVE THAT BRANDON IS OLDER THAN HIM ARGHHHHHHH

"What if I never change and continue being difficult and too much myself?"

"That's what I'm counting on. Don't ever change. You're perfect the way you are."

aRGHHHH i just loveeee this current development bcs landon?? practically holding back his need for chaos??? offering truce??? taking her out on dates and waiting for her??? and her finally admitting she's his ARGHHHH

"Happy Birthday, little muse. Remember, a future where you don't belong to me doesn't exist."

the literally SATISFACTION of watching the insane landon practically BEGGING for another chance with mia, oh my goodness meeeee!! then him literally willing to be kidnapped and tortured to get even???

"The fucks I have to give about your feelings are nonexistent.”

“And yet you’re acting as clingy as a desperate ex.”

“Mia…don’t push it. You’re starting to piss me the fuck off.”

ARGHHH finallyyyyy fmc who can stand tf up on RK's MMCS ARGHHHHHH her blatantly saying she's bored with him? PURRRRR

HAHAHAHAHA IVE REACHED THE MEME THE ONE WHERE THE HEATHENS STRESSED OUT BCS THEY CANT ATTACK LAN BCS OF THEIR SIGNIFICANT PARTNERS LMAOSGJSGJSHHSJS

"This is your first and last warning. Keep your fucking eyes off my brother or I will claw them the fuck out.”

what a hypocrite move lan considering you're seeing HIS SISTER DUDE