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“His role with me was that of lover and father, and with neither could he let down his guard and become fallible or truly intimate. I longed for that, and as a woman, I needed it.”

“I want you to promise me you'll stay the way you are. Untouched, as I left you."
"I will," I promised.
jesus christ 😕 she was so fucking young

what……

“But the illogical stance of another’s sexuality being cause for anger was still an abstraction to me, and it was not until I became the subject of Zebulon’s repulsion that I truly felt its warmth. When he slammed down the phone I felt as if I’d been rejected by my own child. I never heard from him again.”

“I wonder now if X had always been a thousand years older than anyone, that everyone she ever loved was always a child to her, always something to be molded.”

ted ☹️

“Mr. Vine had made the common mistake of seeing an absence of conflict as the presence of devotion.”

“it’s not that i am a private person; i am not a person at all.”

“Where does the violence go, if not directly back into our blood and bones?”