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hermione had no idea. until now, she hadn't realized these words contained the feeling. she had loved him longer than she'd had language for it.
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"you chose the right road, draco", his aunt whispered. "we both did, even if it ends here."

the way andromeda supported both sirius and draco 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hermione had protected him, and he would do the same. At this moment it seemed like all he cared about anymore, that they both made it through, just like this, this close.
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He would be able to care openly about Hermione, be friends with her openly, make her smile whenever he wanted, even have his thoughts of kissing her... he could want her, and it could be simple. Allowed. She looked so lovely to him just then, her hair falling in a thousand directions, scarf tossed carelessly over her shoulder, salt and oil upon her lips.
He wanted the world that had her in it.
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But then he supposed he knew the same things of her. He knew her loyalty and her impatience and that exasperating righteousness. Her venomous streak and her occasional soft uncertainty. Her fondly irritated sighs. The fears she kept at bay. The crinkled shape between her eyebrows when she laughed.
He knew how her fingertip felt at the corner of his
lips. Somehow this seemed to change the rest.
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and this bossy, overbearing girl seemed nothing more than a cover, for a moment, for the girl who asked him questions that probed all the way into what he was, and never used the answers to injure him

get some rest, she said
but she looked at him a moment longer, because she wanted to remember the sight
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sometimes she thought his voice sounded different when he spoke to her - less drawling, maybe, or more confidential. like he wanted her to laugh at his jokes. 😔😔😔

Clear your mind, said Bellatrix's voice, training him in Occlumency. Clear everything away. Close yourself to the world, to guilt, to doubt, to shame. He succeeded, except for one thing, which lingered no matter what he tried. Granger's face as she lowered the diadem onto her head, crowning herself, terrified and defiant.

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somewhere, in the west country of england, james potter can't breathe.

ME NEITHER!!!!! 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

this is NOT my james potter!!! NOT IN MY NAMEEEEE

the thing is, nothing feels as bright or as real or as alive as loving sirius black. everything else pales by comparison. a candle flame to a forest fire.

and I can go anywhere I want
anywhere I want, just not home
and you can aim for my heart, go for blood
but you would still miss me in your bones
and I still talk to you, when I'm screaming at the sky
and when you can't sleep at night, you hear my stolen lullabies

il y a longtemps que je t'aime, jamais je ne t'oublierais

regulus black, ma vafammokk

Sirius is familiar with this moment. Knows what it's like to love Regulus. To trust him. Knows how it feels when you realize what a mistake you've made.
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I don't just love you because you're here. I don't just love you by accident. I love you because I was always going to love you. In this life and the next life and the one after that. The universe could have placed us on different planets and it would still be you.

please don't start your war yet
i'm not done being loved by him

and you, reg? you really hate me as much as you seem to?
no, i love you. even when you hurt.

dio nn permettete mai più a messermoon di scrivere dei wolfstar m sta facenn ntussca

GOD, WE MUST BE THE GAYEST YEAR IN HOGWARTS HISTORY

those eyes will save me, sirius thinks
those eyes will carry me home

"I love you," James whispers into his hair, causing
Regulus to push into him further, like he's trying to crawl inside his ribcage. "I love you so much."
"I wish you didn't."
James lets out a noise somewhere between a laugh and a sob.
"I know," he says, squeezing Regulus tighter. "But I do, I always will."

"You're my person," he says suddenly, like it's a
struggle. Talking always is for him. James blinks. "What?"
"You wanted to know what you are to me," Regulus explains, flush high in his cheeks. "You're my person. You're mine."
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don't apologize.
don't ever apologize for loving me.

pain, imperfectly suppressed by james potter's beautiful face.
i've been in love with you since i was eleven years old, he thinks.

they loved each other.
they loved each other more than anything else in the world, more than power, more than glory, more than winning the war. i've never seen that in real life, never seen people love like nothing else matters. it aches but... in a good way, you know?

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"I don't know who or what made you give up on yourself Regulus, but I need you to stop."
"James-"
"You are worth saving."

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FOR A BOY WHO WALKS AROUND LIKE HE'S MADE OF STONE, REGULUS TOUCHES LIKE THE SUN??????? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭