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Edward is so funny. Everytime it’s “they don’t know I’m the most dangerous thing ever to exist! Bella is soooo silly for not being scared of me so I’m gonna smile my big toothy vampire grin and that’ll teach EVERYBODY.” Can’t believe I had such a massive crush on what seems like a very red pilled immortal 😭😭😭

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Ivan Dmitritch have problems with finding love is unfathomable to me so far.

Really incredible how a man who looks so pookie is capable of narrating and drawing horror.

Hey Hachi…
When the sea breeze embraces me. It seems like the sound of their waves are calling sweetly at me.
But I can’t throw away…
This life that you’ve saved.

Hey Hachi…
I was looking for a place to die, and I found this faraway place.
So why am I still here?

With the sea nearby…
I can always die here whenever I want.
I don’t know why thinking like that calms me.
But it motivates me to live for one more day.

You know, Hachi
That room where I lived with you…
Without an elevator… neither air conditioning nor a veranda… which was uncomfortable to live in but…
I loved that place.
Because you were there.

You know Hachi.
Again, this year, the first snow started falling from that sea.
When I watch the fireworks of the parting season alone…
The loneliness I’m supposed to have tamed…
Starts to lash out without me able to do anything.

I will always wait…
For the day you rise and shine again Nana.

Hey, Nana...
I couldn't see through to your loneliness that day, not because of the shades that shielded your heart. I idolized you, Nana. But my self-centred assumptions clouded my eyes, blinding me.

Hey Nana,
Human feelings are easily swayed. The things reflected into our eyes are all but an illusion. Nothing is tangible or real. Even if the moon looks like it’s waning, it has in fact never changed. Don’t forget that.

“Hey Nana,
Back then I was desperately seeking to be strongly tied to someone, with a knot that would never come undone. But people can’t just be tied together. They have to connect.
Otherwise, they’ll find themselves bound hand and foot.”

Just finished “Some Passages in the Life of a Lion” which is obvious satire mocking society’s tendency to overpraise what doesn’t deserve that praise and how it leads to a crazy amount of ego in whoever is receiving that praise.

Finished Berenice. I love a good piece of dental horror.

“Misery is manifold. The wretchedness of the earth is multiform.”

“How is it that from beauty I have derived a type of unloveliness? —from the covenant of peace a simile of sorrow?”

“Evil is a consequence of good… out of joy is sorrow born.”

“Either the memory of past bliss is the anguish if today, or the agonies which are have their origin in the ecstasies of which might have been.”

“I thought of the word love and felt embarrassed.”

Same

“My mouth would open, quiver a bit, then desist: seen from the outside, not saying the name of the person you love looks like gasping for breath at the bottom of the sea.”


I have been staring at this sentence for a hot minute.

“To separate how you are seen from who you are sometimes feels nigh impossible.”

Sleeping with the lights on

Greetings, the criteria that will decide the winner has been finally made apparent and I must scream in agony.

It’s like an elaborate puzzle coming together. Taking its sweet time and having you go over every single piece involved.

I have no clue what’s going on but I’m so invested

“I could feel the ties that bound us tugging taut, like an embroidery thread knotted to her ribs and mine. ”

Ok poetry