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So far, fun but extremely insufferable at the same time. I’m so emo cut my life in two pieces black hair RAAAHH 🖤🤘⛓️🥀🔪🔪🔪

Oh my god this is so good I’m deeply in love with it it’s just as good as the movie

Fuck it I’ve read too many disgusting things for tmi to exist. If I had nothing to do on this day 2 of my period, I would brew a pot of coffee, fill up the sink, drink it with a funny swirly straw and bleed my uterus out while finishing this book. I’d put my meals on the little space where we put hand towels and stack doughnuts on the plunger. Lastly, yell for a new roll and it would even save me money on tampons

Every goddamn time, always ALWAYS when I reach the end of a book, and it’s getting too good to put down, I suddenly get overwhelmed with work. I have four assignments to finish today, so if I want to read I excuse myself and drag the thing and my bleeding ass to the toilet. Any second counts atp

The way that this extremely uncomfortable situation (night without sleep, waking in the same clothes) is pretty bearable feels like going home at 7 on a summer morning after partying all night.
Sitting on public transport, travelling to your bed with people that are going to work.

Ik volg in Sofian’s voetstappen.

Rereading this before seeing the movie on Friday.

Flow state

Oh goody

Reads like one of my favourite books “all my friends are superheroes” I love it

“How many books are you reading rn?” I swear to fuck, I try to read one but life has other plans for me. Long ass days, first grader sized school bag, the strap slicing off my shoulder, a yearning for a complete story. Hell! let’s take it easy, keep it short, a page or 50 most. I sneeze, THE LITTLE SHIT HAS DISAPPEARED!? Whatever. I’ve got classes to catch and the silverfish have families to feed #empath

Bacchanal? Without me!? Pffft yeah okay I see how it is.

Okay first of all, insane FOMO.

And then, “She was a living reverie for me: the mere sight of her sparked an almost infinite range of fantasy, from Greek to Gothic, from vulgar to devine.”

Strike me dead

But nothing beats what I endured while reading the year of magical thinking, though

Reading this book feels like I’m being chained down while my favourite authors do book signings in front of me. Suddenly all leisure is limited and of greatest value. Suddenly my bookshelf looks fucking edible and every unread piece predicts a literary masterpiece. SOMEBODY SEDATE ME. This book is actually not bad at all. It’s not the book that’s the problem, it’s just my dread. And the rain (gives me fomo)

I’m having the hardest time