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“How many books are you reading rn?” I swear to fuck, I try to read one but life has other plans for me. Long ass days, first grader sized school bag, the strap slicing off my shoulder, a yearning for a complete story. Hell! let’s take it easy, keep it short, a page or 50 most. I sneeze, THE LITTLE SHIT HAS DISAPPEARED!? Whatever. I’ve got classes to catch and the silverfish have families to feed #empath

Bacchanal? Without me!? Pffft yeah okay I see how it is.

Okay first of all, insane FOMO.

And then, “She was a living reverie for me: the mere sight of her sparked an almost infinite range of fantasy, from Greek to Gothic, from vulgar to devine.”

Strike me dead

But nothing beats what I endured while reading the year of magical thinking, though

Reading this book feels like I’m being chained down while my favourite authors do book signings in front of me. Suddenly all leisure is limited and of greatest value. Suddenly my bookshelf looks fucking edible and every unread piece predicts a literary masterpiece. SOMEBODY SEDATE ME. This book is actually not bad at all. It’s not the book that’s the problem, it’s just my dread. And the rain (gives me fomo)

I’m having the hardest time

I actually have such a hard time getting into this I hate fantasy tbh and this kind of feels like fantasy fiction

I am miserable

I extremely highly recommend this so far

A sheep that snarls they’re a man of love is a bleating wolf of lust for love is all a girl truly wants. “even when he has a lamb between his teeth, a wolf can hide his savagery behind a smile.”

For a midnight sob. I’m so tired I can’t keep my eyelids from sinking shut through the salt that mingles in this bathwater that has turned grey overnight so I’ll continue tomorrow.

Finally got my hands on this edition. Here we go again 💔