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uni and depression is getting to me. this is my version of therapeutic binge eating.

this is so oddly philosophical I was not expecting it

the STEM degree gods have grabbed me by the throat and held me hostage i have read maybe 2 pages in 3 weeks because of silly university

someone match my freak like this

i am actually in awe how am i just reading this now

oh you sweet summer child

autism

brandon sanderson i severely underestimated your game this is addictive

damn james you need to stand up no man is worth all this icl

im actually terrified every time i turn a page my blood pressure is through the roof

"I slip into a light yet lingering malaise. Not a depression, more like a fascination for melancholia, which I turn in my hand as if it were a small planet, streaked with shadow and impossibly blue."

"Sam is a good name," I said. "It will work."
He said, "Eat your ice cream, Patti Lee."

i feel like im watching a car crash in motion

i am plagued with an odd sense of terror every time i turn the page

reading this with a lukewarm tea and bitten pencil as god intended

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this better be miracle inducing or im suing every single one of you

every time i read this i always am lowk impressed by the absolute freak of elio's inner monologue what a king

350 pages and not even 50% in i need a cigarette

he just needs to pop a melatonin and sleep a full 8 hours to solve 90% of his problems

he just needs to pop a melatonin and sleep a full 8 hours to solve 90% of his problems

free my man Vis from these horrors wtf

exams r done so its time to grind this reread so i can start the second one asap

hoping this will scare me into studying for my final exams in a week