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hes a softie i just know it

SO MUCH IS GOING TO HAPPEN IM SCARED

"i think you're obsessed with me sadie wen" AHAHAH PLS

she is me

i'm intrigued

i forgot about this part 😭😭😭 his pain

"their lack of discernment transforms the recap, validating it as truth. i hope those in the districts can still see it as the piece of propaganda it is, but no telling what they've been fed."

"if the president wanted me dead, why has he gone to so much trouble to keep me alive?" POOR HAYMITCH

i hate it here

this book is just pain

"her body is not even cold & he's reduced her to a number. but she was not a number, she was a little girl I met on the day she was born when mr.mccoy, his face alight with joy, held her up at the window for all of us kids to see. a terrible dark grief begins to well up inside me threatening to drown me, but i force it back down, swallow the sadness... they will not use my tears for their entertainment"

bfsjhsisbs

"happy birthday haymitch" OKAY WRAP IT UP WHY AM I REREADING THIS RN AND ALREADY CRYING

i actually can't handle this anymore i'm in pain

"my love for her had been a constant background hum for the last 15 years, but every so often it flared up so intensely it caused me genuine physical pain"

i actually hate it here bc i love them so much

she is me i am her

"you mean everything to me and i dont want u to fall apart" i'm sick to my stomach

i love him

"come home with me" OH I LOVE THEM I FEAR

i love them so much???

that was the best prologue ive ever read in my life ??? why was i highlighting so many things and why do i already know these characters so well

"he suddenly feels like he did when he was little, in the mornings, when he needed to feel the pressure of her arms, when he needed her to embrace to ground him, to keep his body from feeling like it was floating away, when he needed her to root him"

these people are weird send help

i'm intrigued

"then i'll take anything you can give me... but just so you know, you can have all of me if you want it."

"and its you i want. all of you"