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uh oh

i need to get back to listening to this asap

omg????

"think of our life like a book. each page a distinct moment. but in the same way we read a book, we can only perceive one moment, one page at a time. our flawed perception shuts off access to all the others until now." CRAZYYYY

"he is always looking back, living more in memories than the present, often altering them to make them prettier. to make them perfect. nostalgia is as much analgesic for him as alcohol."

"julia laughs - one of the greatest sounds he's ever encountered - and he can't remember the last time he heard it. beautiful but also crushing to experience. like a secret window into the person he used to know." omg????

"he has made peace with the idea that part of life is facing your failures, and sometimes those failures are people you once loved." am i sensing a 5 star read????

PLS NIC WHY ARE YOU DOING THISSSS DHDBSHSBSJSJ I HATE IT HERE

I LOVE LOLA SO MUCHHH girl boss who deserves to be protected

highlighting the whole page should be illegal im addicted to this book
"'lola.' he repeats, and my whole body electrifies at the sound of my name spoken like a prayer, like a plea, like a promise." GEJSVSIVSJSV

PLSSS I CANT HANDLE THIS DVEJBSKSBS
"'worship me,'he breathes
he does not have to command it. i already do"

theyre slow dancing 😭😭 theyre supposed to hate each other 😭

"you all right?"
"i just dont have the energy to hate you rn"
"then don't" he says voice quiet.
GSJBSOSBZJS

this is so goofy ahaha

i love them so much

CRAVING A REREAD!!! I LOVE THE BANTER

"how it felt to be something you regretted when i could've been glad just to be your friend" PLS TAKE ME AWAY I CANT HANDLE THIS

U GUYSSS IM LOVING THIS AND IM CRYING AND WHY DID I WAIT SO LONG TO READ THIS 😭😭😭😭😭

why is this making me sad wtf
"i could help if you want. if you'd let me, i mean" "you should call me. seriously, whenever, always."

U GUYS IM ACTUALLY SO SCARED

what the hell 😭

this is so toxic im eating it up

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FINALLY!!! NOW THIS IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUTTTT

the slump is slumping i fear

i need more arin interactions

uh oh