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ngl i wished i started reading this before the movie came out & before ryan gosling was casted just so i could already imagine him as ryland grace bc HE LITERALLY IS. sigh…i also wished i read this before seeing the movie since ik the twist but whatever! the writing style is really funny anyways 🙂‍↔️ sm physics stuff makes MY brain mush tho 🧍🏾‍♀️

rip linton...the ultimate revenge has been ACHIEVED✅ but the ghost of catherine…& we are back to the present! pls mr. lockwood deciding not to overstay being at the grange no longer than he intended after hearing nelly’s story KSKSKSJ & then the whole last paragraph of this pg, “how dreamt life gets over in that house.” like yeah man …it’s windy-decayed-house of horrors & misery™️ over there 😭

all heathcliff knows is revenge. & he raised up two sour devils along with him!!! keeping nelly & cathy there as hostages for so long i- preventing cathy to see her dying father (his last words were beautiful, hello?) but!!! he got what he wanted…the marriage between his son & her…i believe not the Grange though (idk did i misread?) & then cathy calling him cruel but not fiend…much to be analyzed there!

this is where i should’ve gotten to ln but instead fell asleep reading pg 234. heathcliff literally gets what he wants i cannot w his manifestation skills in his ultimate vengeance. like first hareton & now this… 😭 the 💌 & nelly saying trash…she might as well said they’re pure smut! while cathy is fr her mother’s daughter, she’s such a sneaky little empath. & linton is so…i can’t. THE DRAMA. smh

just want to note that i read today lol. cathy 2 is certainly her mother’s daughter!!

nelly being uncomfortable at the privacy between catherine & heathcliff bc yeah. i had to reread pages 180-181 a few times to grasp the fact that catherine was dead bc of how simple (??) it was stated 😭 ah page 183: “haunt me then!” iconic even more iconic are the next lines!!! & so is the devil of love. isabella having the last fucking laugh (as she should idk KSKSJS) & naming his child Linton 😭

madness; devotion; and stubbornness to the fault of illness. mr.lockwood is so real for wanting to hear more of nelly’s “tale” every chance he can 😭 ugh isabella :((( & leaving heathcliff means that he will win against her brother. the notion of haunting; invitation (asking; come in, let her[him] come, come to me), and following one another. cathy would love “my man on willpower” by sabrina carpenter

catherine can sure cry herself a storm & make everything abt her! (yes i am aware we’re witnessing her thru nelly’s pov who has a 75% hate 25% love relationship w her) the iconic confessions of cathy’s heart & soul & the likeness of being interwoven into heathcliff’s as well! (i don’t doubt this tho, they were such sponge devils in their youth) & such beautiful vengeance heathcliff will get :)

finally reading (i was supposed to update earlier + was supposed to read before even watching that adaptation but whatever) & “IT” ???? had to watch a tiktok briefly explaining the beginning bc i was confused on who was narrating. WHY IS EVERYONE MARRIED TO EACH OTHER? & so we begin! NELLY IS MRS. DEAN. right? idk! LOL ugh children comforting one another is such a sacred language akin to teenage sisterhood <3

HOLY SHIT THAT MOTHERFUCKER

oh piranesi. mental spirals. the glorious wonders of the House & the World. The Other…The Prophet…& 16 (his lover?). Who is telling the truth? Laurence aka The Prophet is an intriguing psychopath. those journal entries abt the others??? amnesia! this place is giving prison. im also questioning everything along w piranesi (not abt the book just abt the context of the world LMAO) MATTHEW ROSE SORENSEN.

very much enjoying this stream of consciousness; whimsical journaling vibes going on here! piranesi is funny & the Other is an interesting researcher…the vibes are given curious and whimsical man & his mentor who comes to the house frequently to check in on him KSKSK so much wonder to the House! so much capitalization!!! (so many apostrophes)

a pitiful stopping point but i’m going to sleep and i just wanted a Peek. that top line on this page…i’m going to fall so deeply in love with this book, aren’t i?

i’m gonna finish this book today. (i should’ve finished it 2-3 days ago). mara & tom both being in love with each other, being unable to voice it through their actions & keep distancing from the other thru mistakes :// this fucking bailout…rip dr thornton :( i kinda know mara & tom are gonna make it just based on they acted thru that. & yeahhh tom is 100% gonna weaponize john’s “suicide” over auden.

not a littigi disguising himself as mamoru… 😳 and was the spy/assassin really sent for misaki?? lol takeru being surprised abt misaki’s crime fighter background & setsuko asking what she did to him 😭 bc fr changed man & all! thank god like they held hands! & LMAOOO misaki getting the jaseli, gesseke to spill everything—smh the ranganese attack was a test & the bodies were surveys. 😒😑

lol the folktale kwang chul-hee was reciting & misaki and kotetsu laughing at him bc of the difference in beliefs/origins of the north vs the south. & omg hyori :(( that baby isn’t her husband’s ☹️ he ignored his feelings 🗻?? & OMG THE DUEL??? “you lost your right to my obdidnce when you stopped being a man!” LIKE SHEESH GAG IT. that was so intense but FINALLY takeru SEES the woman he married.

oh hyori ☹️☹️ takeru…i have no words for him really. ugh robin!!! ☹️☹️ THE LOVE OF HER LIFE! THEIR KISSES :((( in misaki’s way…he cared about her future sm over her happiness ugh. MISAKI’S GRIEF FINDING MAMORU & SAYING HER GOODBYES GAHHHHH bless setsuko fr! <3 & kazu warned takeru…i cannot believe he let them take mamoru’s body & THEY BURNED THE BODIES. & HE WAS MEDITATING AFTER i-

read most of this last night (at 10pm) & kept falling asleep on trying to get thru my sprint & then i eventually gave up. yukino sensei 💔 takashi 💔☹️ him experiencing the joy of battle & then mamoru later experiencing it too…MAMORU ☹️💔💔 the whispering blade made from snow & his blood & his excitement? ENOUGH! SIRDADENYAA IS A COOL ASS NAME FOR A SWORD. sm cool battle pulls. hiroshi :((

i genuinely cannot w this book anymore 😃 “our corpses” please tell me there’s an outrage regarding the families of said corpses that Liv supposedly has “rights to.” ugh the missed connection between mara & tom…glad she’s out of the craziness of auden (my godddd i can’t even—) im so glad she’s they rectified that bc i was begging her to cheat. pls costa rica was giving me white lotus vibes.

i read a lot and yet i somehow feel like i didn’t read enough. idk at what point, i got so engrossed but OOOOF! (im gonna get halfway tn) misaki being a crime-fighter while she was at the academy? mamoru back talking to his father & the duel??? oh he LEARNEDDDD what kind of bad ass woman his mother REALLY is. oh setsuko’s family & mamoru’s classmates 💔 & so we begin…LIKE FR WE ACTUALLY BEGIN NOW 😗

i’ve no fucking idea what is going here. i read the back of the book, i saw the tweet that made me want to read this but still, WHAT THE FUCK 😭😭no amount of monster romances will compare to this & i’ve never even read one. only reading this rn bc i need to use my audiobook hrs on spotify & the one for project hail mary is in FUCKING EVERY LANGUAGE BUT ENGLISH. GAHHHH auden needs to be jailed.

yk i have been down this route before of dual pov between mother & child (the broken earth trilogy) & i have been alluded to some *things* that COULD POSSIBLY happen but…why do i have a feeling all of her sons are gonna die 😃😀😆😃😃😃also the parallel discussions/arguments between mamoru & kwang and misaki & hyori…like YEAH i believe kwang & misaki! but omg THE BOYS FELL???

finding ANY form of an audiobook for this book was stressful. why is the GERMAN version only available on spotify???? anyway: damn misaki !! 4 boys!! & mamoru is the oldest at 14! misaki is so funny & oooh i wanna know abt her life before she got married bc she’s LIVED. kinda like the dual pov of mother & son…i just know this book is going to destroy me 😃😃😃😃

“congratulations, you’ve finally found religion.” A ROUND OF ASTOUNDING APPLAUSE FOR FANG FUCKING RUNIN PLEASE 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ LIKE OH RIN THE COMPLICATED FEELINGS I HAVE TOWARDS U CONTINUE TO BEND TOWARDS ADORATION. but also, the scene of her, kitay, and nezha broke my heart i cannot even get into it rn & oh pipaji ☹️ quite eager to see rin lead…even if it makes her dizzy just thinking abt it

so the hesperians did it..what kitay was alluding to…the goddamn lightning thingy. i’m—nezha and rin…sweetie WHAT WAS THAT REMINDING YOU OF? & no im not going to discuss anything regarding it bc HA. HA! rin’s arrogance astounds me bad. THE FUCKING DRAGON GOD??? THE CAVE??? & her fighting w her own morals. god i just hope kitay is alright. & moag is right…rin keeps forgetting she’ll rule if she wins.

helping future me w my reading sprint tmrw 😄 (was gonna get to 450 but it’s 4am) so rin has her shamans!! lol pls she was LITERALLY just like them w jiang, constantly asking when they’d get high LMAO, rip merchi but rin evil-laughing when she discovers how helpful all 3 of their gods are + pipaji in terms of poisoning…i cannot w this little lunatic but hmm another week def seems needed but alas! here we go!

ah. so everything abt riga was true (and then some)! hahahaha😆 the trifecta are no more! i’m quite curious tho why daji was so gun-hoe abt waking riga if—whatever they’re dead who cares. pls rin waving after sending the fire as a beacon. & ahhh AT LONG LAST…a small army of shamans it is then. oh rin, u little lunatic u. & in order to kill nezha, she has to destroy arlong into pieces…mm

i hate that i’m saying this but chaghan (this motherfucker) MIGHT be right actually & rin is doing the same thing in book 2 all over again, focusing on the current & not the lasting effects (the empress & then vaisra). also FULLY teared up when rin has the realization that hanelai was her—🥺😔 im sooo intrigued to know what riga can do like ooh…me playing devil’s advocate when i just said— oh jiang ://

nezha fighting her w fucking RAIN, THEM TAKING KITKAY, RIN: YOU ARE ALLOWED TO FEEL, the coup & me asking where’s daji & then boom she presents herself, DAJI IMMURING HER AS A REMINDER, the New City 😐, HEHE KITKAY JAILBREAK BUT NEZHA & THAT FUCKING “WE,” kitay and that fear, JIANG IN ACTION, they got rin’s anchor…time to get riga, RIN KILLING VAISRA W THE KISS OF FLAMES OOFFF, CHILLS HAHA THIS BOOK!!!

great. i wasn’t planning on reading ch 9 rn 😒. i’m ngl…i think im liking this book better than the other two…HMMMM. fucking daji, so altan’s plan yet again. kitay is RIGHT. but 2 things can be true at once, rin being tempted by daji while also wanting to be her/knowing that it was always going to come back to altan’s plan. but also…rin vs the people is so HEAVY this book i can’t even get into it