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just finished chapter 6… i am SO confused.
initially, the size of the book didn’t intimidate me because for some reason i had it in my head that i would be able to get through it at a semi reasonable pace (apparently i was incredibly far off in my head bc wtf is even happening???) but now i’m afraid that it’s going to take me forever to finish it with how i’m rereading every word trying to make sense of it-

finished part one
first impressions:
it’s so wordy for no reason (other than to rake up the word count) but not bad. sister creeps chapter confused me a bit but she’s kinda an unreliable character right now so that’s to be expected i suppose. curious where this is going to go but need to take a break so i don’t fall asleep from it being too wordy =[|]

it is now 09/23 and i’m not able to read rn bc my vision is crappy and the print is too small 🥲🥲

buddy reading with anna!
started 08/24 and stopped 08/26 after chapter 10 for anna to catch up.

missing aiden and elsa.

hiiii!!! it’s been literally forever so i’m going to update the books i’ve read (it’s not a lot though bc i fear ive been sucking as a reader lately)

taking a little break bc i’m reading bffs second draft of her current wip and she always takes priority 🤺🤺

“really, i don’t know which is the true me. what ever will i do when there aren’t any more books to read, or when i can’t find another role model to imitate? probably just wither away, helpless and sniveling profusely”

another fellow 🪩 <3

”i’ll read one book and be completely wild about it- i’ll trust it, i’ll assimilate it, i’ll sympathize with it, i’ll try to make it a part of my life. then, i’ll read another book, and instantly, i’ll switch over to that one. the sly ability to steal someone else’s experience and recreate it as if it were my own is the only real talent i possess”

SHES SO ME

there’s crack in this book and i’m an addict

also. the way he just dropped that bomb?????

YOU’RE JOKING. no way that worked out for him like that

finished chapter seven and what i’m gathering so far is that he is absolutely full of himself and is attracted to young girls

i’m starting to question if my IQ is high enough to read and understand this book but i have looked forward to reading it for so long that i am going to pretend that it is, even if it’s not 💌

she fr thought one of the deepest things ever, ate food, and then said that those thoughts may have just come from her empty stomach. she’s a girl that gets it so deeply

i haven’t read anymore yet bc i’m making myself finish the books im reading/annotating for christmas… but i miss her so much. she’s become a roman empire for me and i haven’t even finished it yet

“it was only in the middle of new york a whole year later that i finally thought of an answer to that remark”

she’s so me and that is concerning me!

it physically pains me that i relate to esther on a deep level

i’m so bored rn…. also the “five chapters” weren’t as good as people made it seem????

i haven’t picked the book up in weeks because i refuse to let what i know is going to happen, happen
#avoidingwordsonpaper

i am living in this book with them.
my heart breaks every time theirs do
and they just shattered each others.
i feel like i can’t breathe.

is this in english?

i’m going to cry. how do i jump into the pages to hug them???? i need to know asap

it’s all gonna go downhill from here, isn’t it?

i so desperately needed that. i can’t get this stupid smile off my face

i don’t think i’m supposed to find him this hot. i love the man. i can’t help it. and i am not talking about tampon

it’s bad that i found that hot, isn’t it?

dnf

THIS. MFING. MAN. kill me now, thanks

third person 😤🤢🤬🫠