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“I’m so fond of luxury.” me too meg, me too

“He would rather be cursed by the gods than be No One.”

“As it turned out, I did kill pigs that night after all.”

“You’re being dramatic.” I roll my eyes, walking ahead of him now because I don’t want him to see on my face that he’s scared me.
“No, I’m not. You’re being naive.”

yk what i don’t even wonder why she’s with bj anymore, just deadass stupid

“So I drape myself over Christian’s shoulders, hugging him from behind, and then go to kiss Daisy’s cheek next to him when I stop short—holy shit.
Not Daisy.
That’s not Daisy at all.”

WHAT THE FUCKKKKK NOO NO

“There was this second before he said it, where I knew what he was about to say—knew it, like, could feel one of you—that something had happened.” He’s thinking out loud, eyes pinched, lost in a memory. “And there was the moment before he said it where I didn’t know who it was going to be about and when he said Bridget, there was no part of me that was relieved that it wasn’t you.”

yo he has to die

“If it wasn’t him, it would be you,” I tell him, for better and for worse.
He blows some more air out of his mouth and catches my eye.
“In another life, yeah?”

i’m actually not okay

“Say it.”
“What?” I stare over at him.
“Can you, please? Say it?” he asks. “Now. Out loud—” He shakes his head at himself. “Just so I’ve heard you say it one time.”
I open my mouth to protest for a reason I don’t know why and then I stop myself, swallow and look him in the eye.
“I loved you.”

OHH MY HEART 💔💔💔

“You’re the only person I’ve ever loved, Magnolia.”

oh stomp on my heart why don’t you

“And I’ve written an unsent message to myself from her as well so I always have those three dots, as though she’s texting me back.”

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