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Dieses Buch hat so viele Parallelen zum Resident Evil Requiem Spiel

"You need a willing soul for that, and you're not going to find one, because the only person who'd die for me is you."

"What? You're not even going to ask me?" Atreus's voice rose tauntingly from the ground

Whaaaaaat did I just read?!

I - I'm speechless

"Just live, Helena." His voice was shaking. "That's all I'm asking you to do for me."

I've done things now that I don't think I'm supposed to be forgiven for. But I want to be remembered as someone who tried at least. 💔

"You are not replaceable", he said, his hands trembling against her shoulders. [...] "You are not allowed to be important to people. The reason I'm here - the reason I'm doing any of this - is to keep you alive. To keep you safe. That was the deal.

I'm tired of this war. I'm tired of trying to save people and watching them die anyway, or saving them only to watch them die later - in a worse way. It's the same cycle, over and over. I don't know how to get out, and I don't know how to keep going, either.

Sometimes she wished she'd died in the hospital with her father, to be remembered and mourned for her possibilities, rather than live day by day growing ever lesser. Now it didn’t matter if she'd been an alchemist, or a healer, or anything else. To anyone who ever learned of it, she would only be that one thing. Women were always defined by the lowliest thing they could be called.

"Pragmatism had stolen away any lustre of heroism from her, and she kept telling herself it was all right...
But she was so lonely. [...] There was a dull sense of emptiness that never went away now, a slowly growing wound that she couldn’t heal. She couldn’t fix herself anymore, and no one else seemed inclined to even notice she was breaking. You are all alone, and when the war is over, you will still be alone."

"I think the hospital's worse than the battlefield. I realized it when I was in there for my leg. At the front — everything's so focused, you know. The rules are simple. We win some. We lose some. You get hit sometimes. You hit back. You get days to recover if it's bad. But — in the hospital every battle seems like losing. I can't imagine what that's like. All you see in there is the worst of it."

Flashbacks here we go! AM I READY TO GET EMOTIONALLY WRECKED? ABSOLUTELY NOT

Oh Marino, if I'd known what pain you'd cause me, I never would have taken you.
...
But at this point I suppose I deserve to burn. I wonder if you'll burn, too.

I expected this to happen, but this chapter still somehow disgusted me and shocked me deeply. Now I'm just staring at the wall and trying to process this whole thing.

Her desperate plea for Ferron 🤧
"Ferron will come. Ferron will come.

LOL NOT GIRLS CAMPING OUT TO SEE JAMES WTF (i'd do the same - so relatable)

THE CHEMISSSSSSSSSTRYYYYYYY

NOT AARON GETTING PISSED AT JAMES SAYING HE IS TALLER THAN HIM I CAAAAAAAAN'T

WHY THE FUCK IS EVERY SIDE CHARACTER CALLED JEFF LMAOOOOO

AARON YOU ABSOLUTE SWEETEST PUREST GREENEST FLAG ON THIS PLANET ILY SO FREAKING MUCH

NOT KENJI SHARING THE GOSSIP MUAHHHAHA

AGAIN SPOILERWARNING









He had another panic attack OH NO MY HEART 💔💔💔
But the fact THAT KENJI WAS THERE TO COMFORT HIM AAAAAHHHHH