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its driving me insane that i dont know how this ends

i picked it up again after a while, i was angry at marlichen. i have to say i forgot about the incestuous sexual abuse bit of it.

why won't they kill their father

"will you rejoice when you find me, dead of starvation, in my bed?" i sure will.

this bitch is about to eat the only man that ever spoke some sense into her life and im going to be pissed.

i hope they kill their dad 😔

“You don’t need to drag around your family history like an old dead dog.” LET'S GOOO

"I felt, for one stretching moment, that my touch was ugly and ruinous." oh her poor traumatised soul

"While I pressed my face into my pillow and a flock of gory things came to roost in my mind, was the city awake and bright outside my window, heaving with a life that was unknowable to me?" yeah it be like that

"Several more moments ticked by before I realized he’d done me a kindness. Just as I hadn’t wished to visit Derkach’s anger upon him, he hadn’t wished to visit my father’s anger upon me."

"I understood that she did not mean it cruelly, but all I could think of was how I had fed our milking cow her favorite sugared plums before we slaughtered her for Papa’s supper and hoped that at least she could still taste the sweet on her tongue when we slit her throat."

i don't know how im on chapter four already

"Wait for your Ivan, dear Marlinchen. He won’t care that you
are plain of face.” Not her mother dragging her looks damn....

"She wed our father in the early days of gridiron Oblya, municipally planned Oblya, right before the tsar freed the serfs with the slash of his pen." I want to kiss this prose

"Our names were the best spell that Papa had ever cast, [...]They were a veil of protection, a caul that never came off. I imagined my father murmuring a prayer for each of his daughters [...]: "Let her eat black plums and never taste the poison. Let her bathe naked in a stream without ever drawing a hunter’s wanton eye. Let all the bears she meets be friendly and pliant, and never men in disguise."

"To my father’s credit, he did not care what my clients thought of how I looked. If they wanted to see someone beautiful, they would patronize my sisters." HELP

on page 15 omg this is SO GOOD.

got a bit too pervey about underage victims for me, it's a wrap