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"Insul is the same age as him. Ridiculous."
“Nah. It would be like shooting myself. See you soon, brother.”

"He stares at what he eventually realizes is nothing. Just a point in
space."

"Back into the luxury space station"

Insul wears women's clothes when theyre the only ones available to him because he does not care enough to have an identity. It's kind of reassuring. Yes

I have very little fun with the books im choosing to read these days which is fine but I love henry. My keyboard is so broken. Funny to want 2 feel sick :thinking face

Why am I so ashamed of my nearly identical people? It's really not such a big deal. Cliff is a nice name. Makes me think of harvest moon.

"We have the exact same high-pitched, colorless voices."
:(

"Bill was here more or less"

I don't think it's such a big deal to be bad at drawing. But I also think it's not such a big deal to be good at it.

I don't know why I picked a book about people being mean to a boy and got sad when they were mean to him.

"The body had no connection to my
mind, it developed on its own accord, which was unbearable and
bewildering. It made me miserable that I was rapidly becoming an adult and that I was unable to do anything about it. I suppose there is no choice but to give myself over to what is happening, to wait and see as I become a grown up."

"I thought about hurling my chopsticks and bowl with annoyance
and howling at the top of my lungs. Instead I sat there and forced myself to
grin at them, until Mother said, "This child is becoming more and more
helpful.""

"I have never thought that I was the kind of girl who would utter such an unrefined expression as 'Alley-oop.' It seems like the kind of thing an old lady would shout--'Alley-oop!' It's disgusting."

"It is therefore the normal functioning of the
prison that bears interrogation, as opposed to its 'brutal,' 'unconstitutional,' 'racist,' 'homophobic,' or 'sexist' excesses, corruptions, and institutional imperfections."

"Did not I myself wear a mask? Why quarrel with hers, because it was less successful?"

"you can want everything, so long as you get nothing" chuck

Idk how I feel about this interview yet

"I had no perspective. I suppose I liked my bedroom, and I liked girls who owned Def Leppard cassettes, and I liked being Catholic. I liked eating gravy."

Suicide that must be approved of by the state

Tsukihime

WHATCOULDHAVEBEENBUTWILLNOTBE

"So that sentences are indents not records; the soulful presence of a vibrant man or girl rather than persistence."

I have never like the way she writes about schizophrenia but maybe that means I ought to read the other book

"Will you give a hand to Ban? Do you have a sentiment, do
you have class? Let me tell you before you extend yourself that Ban is
disgusting. Let me tell you that Ban is a difficult person to love, full of
transience. I could tell you things about Ban."

I am thinking I have a Ban of my own though it is quite different

"Otis recommends Vitamin E

for erasing parts of the body
that bother other people."

"Say pain. It is easier for me to understand."

"She makes me so uncomfortable that I feel hollow. I’m hollow of that girl. And the more uncomfortable she makes me the less she demands. I’m angry. So enraged I could smash cups and dishes and break windows. How can I avenge myself? Or rather, how can I make up for it? Ive got it: by loving my dog who has more food than that girl. Why doesn't she react?
Can’t she grow a backbone? No, she is sweet and obedient."

Elaine scarry is also on my desk right now. These are so beautiful and necessary I do not know what 2 say.

E interlibraryloaned this from the college of Charleston