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The call back doing the "Don't make me regret this." "Never will I ever." again.

"I'm so fucking in love with you, Kaleb. So I'll give you my all---every shameful, imperfect part of me---and I can only hope it's worth a fraction of you." STOP 🥹🥰

Hey sooooo I'm sobbing. 😭

No, actually this is exactly why I avoided this book yesterday because I knew it was about to hurt me. 😭

I cannot with this entire chapter 😭

Alexa, play "this is me trying" by Taylor Swift 😭

"Dad." Noooo, the veil has been broken, hasn't it?

Nope. I actually cannot with the way these two are making my chest ache. The narrator for Avery esp is so good at depicting emotion and making me feel things 🥺🫠

The way Kaleb immediately folded and went to Avrry's cabin. 🫠🫠🫠

Aww noooo Kaleb's literally brother saying that whatever he is doing with Avery makes him not want to look up to him anymore. 😭 is Kaleb going to be the one that hurts Avery???

OLIVE OIL!? This is almost as bad as popcorn butter (iykyk).

Oh I just know these two are going to break me at some point. 🥺

Also, i'm this close to adding every single Zachary Johnson narration to my tbr tbh.

"Don't make me regret this."
"Never will I ever."

Combining the narrators for Maddox Kane and Aspen Cole is a LETHAL combination. 🫠

Dayummmm. C.E. Ricci is a master at writing tension and spice I swear 🥵

When the one tent trope gives NOTHING <<<

Okayyy get it Avery. I loved this whole lead up into the kiss with the game and him finding out Kaleb is gay. So good.
But I actually feel so bad for Avery due to his internalized homophobia from the environment he grew up in with his father's hate. UGH. He is going to break me at some point, isn't he?

Oh, we are just getting right into it then.

Yep this part broke my heart yet again. 😭

Forgot to update for a while. But idk what C.E. Ricci put in the spice in this book but it's unmatched. The tension, the build up, the realization of feelings, the banter, the mouths on these two, the narrators. Everything is SO good.

FIRST OF ALL, Aspen's mouth is crazy. And his voice actor got me like 😳🤭 during every spicy scene in his pov.

This is quite possibly the best makeout scene I've ever read/listened to. The "holy" gets me everytime. 🫠

These two are idiots. I cannot with them 🤣

Okay but these convos between Maddox and Xavi stay cracking me up 🤣

Oh well damn I wasn't expecting Xavi's mom to be at this trailer party rn.

Okay but the tension and the build up!? 🔥

"Devon, I promise to never let you sit alone in the dark."
"Maddox, I'm right here and I'm not fucking going anywhere." 🥹

Well damn. My jaw is on the floor bc I was NOT expecting this turn of events to go down this way.

Omg I love them 🥰