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frothing at the fuckin mouth to read this im so excited it finally came in

i thought i'd never read YA but something about this cover is so vibrant and the grayscale human really evoked something in me so i had to pick it off the shelf !

kurt using "You're cooked." in 1962 is genuinely why he's the goat

made me so upset i had to stop 10 pages in LOL

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I experienced some despair at this. The difference between what I had somehow hoped and the dull clay reminder of my actual self effected in me a mortal frustration, a certainty that I was not deserving of any loveliness-- a hatred of my own person that as I experienced it, I knew it was laughable. Such a disproportional reaction to the cause: a mistrimmed eyebrow!

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Instead I had a feeling of simple stupidness. That I was performing something for which I'd no talent, and certainly no natural gifts, and the falseness was obvious and embarrassing, without even the thrill of perversion or menace.

in fact all of page 123-to like 126 torrey peters you are so eloquent i love you

second story down!! yeah im killing myself after this one it ruined me

everybody transgender... one story down!!

But he pitied his son more, as Jon had no clue how ruinous his rage was to his own spirit... There was no right way to deal with grief, of course. When God gives you more than you can tolerate, you turn to instinct. Amd instinct is a force beyond anyone's control.

need to smoke medieval weed and queen out with Ina

i am persisting!!

i thought people were overreacting about how disgusting this book is after reviews for MYoR&R.. they weren't! it makes my heart race and makes me feel unwell and I can't get enough

starting off strong with a demi lovato epigraph (i had to look up this word)..

i think i relate to her and thats why i hate it. she doesn't have a name!