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Nice, they escaped the manor.
Now why is there still a hundred pages left...?
For self preservation I think I won't try to find out (yet. Until it comes back gnawing at me with a need to know the end even if it'll probably ends badly from what I gathered. People are usually crushed by the ending of this book so I'll save myself the trouble and pause right now. And they lived happily ever after. The end.)

Not bad but the fics are better. Because wdym Harry is like "bruh Snape looks like he's up to no good, he's ugly and has greasy hair" when I'm used to read about "the tall, cold and handsome in his own peculiar way Professor Snape" that ruins the OC life lol
Anyway, it's always good to go back to your roots and remember that all this craziness once started with... well more obsession but it was sweet then.

The worst part about this fic is that I need to eat, sleep and work and it keeps me from reading it when all I want is to fucking end those amazing flashbacks and finally reach the point where everything I'm currently reading comes back to her.

This is agony and I'm enjoying every second of it.

I'm so fucked.
I have to stop reading lenghty book that I force myself to go through and end up tearing through them.
I've been reading it nights and days and somehow have not reached the middle of it yet ??
And I also had to skip the beginning (not my first time trying to read it) and I just couldn't with the several rapes right at the beginning... But it's getting interesting and I can't seem to close my computer

Love the part where Harry messes Ollivander’s kebab shop

Damn

La beauté de lire des classiques c’est que des fois je ne lis pas pendant des jours parceque je suis occupée à jouer à genshin et ça c’est pas le genre d’empêchement qu’aurait pu prévoir l’auteur

The guy can’t solve a case even if his life depended on it and now that she gave him every evidence required to make an arrest he suddenly has a hunch and is onto her ?? Fuck that shit

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I am not happy, the book must end well or I’ll commit a murder myself and prove that I can get away with it.

Fuck yes

Fuck I’m stressing as if this was happening to me. Too bloody well written

Have this in my bookshelf for the past 2 years but the books are so good I took my time to read it. With the new season coming up I’m starting to get spoiler so I have to hurry (I’m eating up this book)

Je me régale pas 😞

A quelques pages de la fin du livre et je ne sais toujours pas comment va finir le livre...
Mais ce que je sais c'est que je suis complètement CONTRE l'arc de rédemption de Willoughby..

Je pensais que le plot twist était qu’elle allait mourrir. J’avais peur hein. Finalement le plot twist c’est que l’autre con se ramène dans les conditions les plus romantiques en plus 😭😭
Ma déception quand j’ai lu que c’était pas le colonel Barton et Miss Dashwood…

Première fois que je vois un quiproquo sans grosses répercussions juste un petit rire, excellent 👌

Bah je retire ce que j’ai écris il y a deux pages soit en mesure de personnes ennuyantes « 2 minutes et demi ».
Willoughby t’es un gros batard de meeeeerde
Déjà l’histoire de ouais nan je t’ai jamais aimé feels too close to home mais alors là je vais taper fort des pieds en descendant l’escalier non mais oh !!!

ARE YOU SERIOUS ? Est ce que vous êtes sérieux ? ARE YOU SERIOUS ?
Les deux se font niquer par deux mecs différents mais DE LA MÊME MANIÈRE je vais exploser mon crâne.
De toute façon j’aimais pas Edward il était vraiment trop nul mais willoughbyyyyy whyyy
Je me la joue Marianne la à essayer de lui trouver des excuses 😞
Mais explique nous tout colonel j’écoute bien sagement maintenant🧍‍♀️

3 down 4 to go…
Je l’ai dévoré en une aprem et j’attends demain pour dévorer l’autre moitié 😛

Just had more to say about this book: I think the main reason why I usually don't read fanfic is because it's so centered around ONE plot, ONE character and knowing that no matter what we're going to end up in the same place over and over is truly boring atp..
Also the more I read the more the y/n act is becoming obvious and obnoxious because ok you're good looking but WHY IS EVERYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU ??

"I can change him" I say while reading this book and getting bored of the storyline, clapping when y/n and severus got separated and hoping this will suddenly take another turn (meanwhile the author writes at every beginning of chapter that THIS IS A SNAPE FANFIC and he's endgame...)
I'm torn between keeping on reading or ending this rn..

Thought I wanted to read smut at first. Which seemed weird because I usually don’t want that type of stuff but I’m like yeah ok if that’s what I’m currently craving rn why not I almost never do. Turns out I just needed to read again about all of the Harry potter’s characters and have a good cry (but I will keep on reeding cause of the plot and I know Cedric’s moment is not too far…)

What can I say ?
During the day i tell myself I should grow up and not read fanfiction and maybe looking back it's poorly written..?
And yet it's currently 2AM (gosh I never go to sleep this late..) and I'm kicking my feet and giggling like the 13 year old girl that I never was (tried to grew up too soon and it's catching me back rn.. Guess you can't escape it ?)

I said I wouldn't read Wattpad because of how poorly written they usually are. I started mocking people who did.
I became the same pretentious snob as my father.
But that was before I found out about AO3... My life is changed (lowkey ruined) and I don't want to get out ever again..