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This sort of gesture—to force someone into feeling what they wanted to avoid—was something X did all her life to anyone she felt she had the right to change. It seems that more she loved someone, the more pain she wanted to dredge up, the more demanding she became, no matter the cost, no matter the damage.

Is it possible that the best thing to happen in your life could also be the worst?

Some days it seems she is only away in the next room, and when I go to that room she has fled to another room, and when I reach that one she is in yet another. So often I am sure I hear her voice on the other side of a wall or door, but she never stops moving-lecturing, arguing, laughing, making and remaking her case, always-insistent, scouring, spiraling, clear.

We roll into your older sister’s yard and as ever you go straight over to the horses, press your hand to their thick coats. I like watching you with them; you seem to go so well together, and you move so naturally around them. I like to think that horses are to you what dogs are to me. Personally, I find them frightening, and I get the feeling that they can sense my fear the minute I wheel my way on to the farm.