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He looks at her as little as at the others, and even when his eye rests on someone, that person is not aware of being looked at. This is something she has not expected or rather she certainly has, for it cannot be otherwise, yet it wasn’t the expectation of the opposite that had driven her here, it was just something that had now definitely come to an end.

Deep down, I actually believed that after living as fully as humanly possible, one should then die violently. I expected then, as I still expect today, to die at any time.

"For a moment Arnie hoped vaguely that they wouldn't find the undercompartment; then he dismissed the thought--it was just the childish part of him, the part he now wished burned away, because all that part of him did lately was hurt."