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“ what if i want to go devil instead ?
bow down to the madness that makes me . “

from late summer after a panic attack

“ i would go into the forest — i could wander around it endlessly . here things were quieter , the forest was like a vast, deep, welcoming refuge in which one could hide . it lulled my mind . here i didn’t have to conceal the most troublesome of my Ailments — the fact that i weep . here my tears could flow , bathing my eyes and improving my sight . . “

i need to read a poem it’s an emergency

i already know this book is going to haunt me .

“ sometimes i feel as if we’re living inside a tomb , a large, spacious one for lots of people . i looked at the world wreathed in gray murk, cold and nasty . the prison is not outside , but inside each of us . “

a wee bit of fun :~)