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took me this long to realize darcy is just autistic

the way my soul leaves my body when i read that the nightingales are singing

i wish sengawa would shut her mouth.
let women have autonomy!!!

i dont know how i am still suprised at the level of cruelty humans are capable of.
I understand that this book is based of historical accounts of the uprising but if there is this much descriptions of torture and death... the book should come with a triggering warning

why is this book in fist person!? i feel like im reading self-insert fanfiction

this the 3rd book im reading from her and every single time i feel like im in a weird trance where i want to stop reading from the endless descriptions but also cannot take my eyes away... what is this sorcery

...if I stopped moving the merry-go-round called our family would simply cease to rotate. If I stopped moving , then I wouldn't be loved. And if I was the one moving, then I had no proof that I was loved. What did it mean to be loved, in any case? Was it to be needed? Why,then, when I was helping people in this way, did I feel this hollow and miserable?...

As someone born and brought up in the city, Rika was unable to escape the sense of customs, family and history attached to it...

"There are two things I simply cannot tolerate: feminists and margarine"
is she the main character?

it's odd to me that we almost never notice how much of our experiences are universal.

googles: how to sell your soul for real life draconean ruins?

"All my girlhood obsession had come to fruition in most spectacular fashion "

I thought i couldn't hate anyone more than I hated dain then his dad showed up.