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WHAT THE FUCK!?

I like it

finally finishing this series after 5+ years of hold. sarah 12 year old version, this is for you

I'm actually so sad bro what the fuck is this

I'm so done with this fuckass book. Bro. I swear bro. Oh my God, like I actually can't do this. Why. Why. I know I'm going to cry. Very soon. Soon I will be weeping. Save me.

so he's just gone... like that? really? when does it end. also, i'm finishing this book by tonight. i am so done with this. i'm done.

Okay! This is when it reaches implausibility. I draw the line here.

I don't even know how to feel anymore.

I succumb to Willem and Jude's nasty, patronizing, guilt-induced, toxic but in reverse, essentially and incredibly problematic "love" (but maybe it's not; maybe they're meant to be! haha that's funny). I succumb to it all. I think this book requires one to loosen up the screws a little, and here I am still standing!

the prose is so bad now 😭😭

the writing is progressively getting worse. where is the build up with caleb. like poor jude and harold and andy but i didn't feel much impact because we only got to know caleb for like 3 pages before he went all out

these enablers. are we deadass. no one is a real friend of Jude. Irdc if it's a disturbing topic or the person subjected to it is being evasive. let's be deadass for a second: if there's a will, there's a way. we all know that? these people -- they're just taking Jude's evasiveness as an excuse, as a method of enabling, avoiding for the sake of their convenience and comfort. free Jude. he's in his thirties. please.

oh Jude

what did I just read

i take everything i said back. HOLY FUCKING SHIT. WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK

I'm actually sooooo done with this book. I avoided finishing it because this book induces massive headaches out of me, due to its perversity and absurdity. like the content is almost abominable (spoilers: cest-fest! but not really, only heavily implied; but then, again, no, it's explicitly stated; but, wait... is it?) also, the most tolerable character (not Kafka, of course) is gone so 🙂

HIS EYES????? what is happening. Muad'dib please voice us of your prescient visions!!! I am as blind as you are