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guys i don’t want kids. books i read recently r about woman losing her agency, her interests ever since she birthes a kid, and i fear that’s a universal truth.

it’s crazy to me how u have to help thensoldiers to have “epiphanies” about how palestinians are also human. its fucked up how brainwashed one can be

sounds a bit extreme/contradicting when talking about others. 1. ignore what’s going on in other people’s souls 2. grateful for others how they impacted ur life for the better but i’m excited to take away some good life lessons

its so philosophical but eerie(?) writing??
also bar is so low for men like

kinda making me sad about the factory ‘s situation bc i feel like it still applies to the current society and shows nothing has changed:(

god i wish i study urban planning

every book talking abt their asian experience reminds me of every single time i thought ppl hated me or didn’t wanna be friends w me bc im asian 😭

WDYM IM ELENA BC I TRY TO DISTANCE MYSELF FROM PPL THAT HURT ME BUT END UP GOING BACK TO THEM

LILA MY HEART ACHES FOR U BUT U ALSO PISS MD OFF

the first part is about one pedophile and the other is just an abuser (middle school kid€ and obv pedophile is disgusting but he really didn’t do anything although he did admit that he is a pedofile and hates himself for it but obv when it got told to the public ppl thinks he sa-ed her. and yes that is his fault but again kinda like eh bc we see how he saved her ish. but the middle school kid gets away w everyth

THE MORAL AMBIGUITY GOES CRAZY

i related so much to how arisa thinks, like yes ppl r diff but if u keep complaining what u don’t have and not rly do anything to get what u want how r u gnna improve. but then also there’s a problem w privilege etc where ppl have better education opportunities. idk i just realized how u see other ppl is like a reflection of how u lived ur life and its inevitable to think one way of living is not as good than urs

GUYS I AM SO SCARED

OKAY ITS SO HARD TO GET INTO AT THE BEGINNING BUT THOUGHT PROVOKING AF

SET IN MICHIGAN MY CHILDHOOD

GOD THIS PLOT IS SO GOOD IM HOOKED

i feel like every book of hers revolving around daughter & mother is the same? bc the last one i read lit had the same theme and so im bored. to explain one of the theme is the complex relationship between mom& daughter, where the daughter unconsciously choose to do sth (esp her love life) based on what their mom wants

savannah is annoying me as fuck!

japanese books r philosophical in a way i like it sm

how the main character acts towards martin reminds me of how i am possessive? over my best friend LOL and im starting to feel as though this mindset isn’t healthy ur just possessive not really in love

OKAY THIS IS SOOOO LESBIAN IM IN LOVE

maybe the horrible thing to say but the writing is not doing it for me rnnnnn but it’s a lesbian book so i will read. but ok im reading this after eve babitz i have high standards

ok i need everyone to explain to me every metaphor in these stories 💀💀 idk what’s real and what’s not LOLLLL

interesting writing style imo it’s a bit eerie

she always write such morally ambiguous stories in such intricate way that my brain can’t keep up but at the same time it’s beautiful reminds me of rachel cusk in a way but also different idk what im saying

only 10% in but this world is so cruel for women it hurts

ok japanese mysteries r pretty good omggg