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“i dream of you. i dream of us.”
“i dream of another life, one where i wasn’t so afraid. i was such a coward, lottie.”

oh joss, i knew you love lottie 🥺😭

"I want you. I have wanted you since the night we met, and every moment since. I want the life you speak of, that belongs to no one else. I want to feel and love and live as boldly as I please. I want to be like you. But most of all, I want to be with you."

"I want you, I have wanted you in ballrooms and in parlors, in crowds and behind closed doors. I have wanted you since before we ever met."


absinsjsb my heart!

"what is the point, she thinks, of loving something you are doomed to lose?
of holding on to someone who cannot hold on to you?"

oh this. it broke my heart.

wdym lottie put a spell on alice to have sx with her?!?!?!?

and also, maria living with her in laws?!?!? that sucks bruh

“it doesn’t hurt, and you won't even be particularly sad. One morning you'll simply wake up and it will be over, before you've even realized."

"use me. toy with me. feel something, ione." jansisnspansgsh


ione and em?!?!?! they’re so perfect for each other!!!!!

“This woman needs a target for her anger.
Someone to blame so that she hurts a little less.
And without even thinking it through, I decide I can be that person for her.”

protect them at all cost!!!

He wanted me to feel better for me, not for him. He wanted me safe under his roof, but he didn't force my hand. He let me make my own decision.
And that was refreshing. - skylar

It's the kind of companionship I crave.
It's intimate without even trying.
It's one of the most peaceful afternoons
I've ever enjoyed. - west

“I want a wild love....I want this feeling I have with you where it hurts to breathe when you get too far away, where my skin itches uncontrollably when you look at me. Where thinking feels overrated because we both know nothing and no one will ever feel like this. Like us.”

oh to have a love like them!!! 😭

And I must want more of it because I flip open my laptop and toss out, “That journal entry is fascinating, but all wrong. I was at home when you called that night. And I broke every speed limit to get to you.”

nhisdcbhidebicedihbedcbhicdeihbedcb. oh to have a man like ford!!!!

And that moon ... It never fails to give me exactly that.
A smile. 🥺

starting to love this booK!!!