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trauma dumping shit. Honestly i feel so mixed ABOUT it

Okay IM actually scared for reif and vals relationship! WHY ARE THERE SO MANY BITCHES COMING BETWEEN THEM 😾

Fuck.

okay I sensed shit between cam and her BUT ACTUALLY STOP THIS.

“Look,” I sigh. “It’s not your fault—”
“I really don’t need you to talk to me about my girlfriend,” he snaps. “ Connor get out. That’s not ur girl anymore, (never really was but)

Id felt how much losing him had torn her apart as much
as I’d seen it in her eyes. But now? If we find her, and she sees she gave up on him too soon... “ babe that girl has ONLY been thinking of you 😀

oing,” he barks.
“Not to prep it, you idiot,” says Cam. Over his shoulder to me he adds, “Hope you’re not a picky eater.”
The blood, I realize. He wants me to drink the blood from that dead animal. Just the thought of it makes me want to gag. A slow smile spreads on Terrence’s face.
camp. Ha god Terrence is really taking this in. Revenge at its finest (or something)

“Leif?” I murmur.
He tosses another pair of clean pants into the second bucket. “Yeah?”
“I’m going to need blood. And consistently. Otherwise I’ll start eating you guys.” I love val sm

Terrence McCullough.
The last time I’d seen him—which I’d been hoping would be the only time—was when I was torturing him. Seems he remembers that as well as I do.” Awkwardddd 😀

Their faces are a flash of tears and flushed cheeks and running makeup. Her loved ones, all the people who’ve known her for her entire life, how can they not see? How do they not know?
I hesitate once I reach the end of the aisle and look back at the body, so still and beautiful in the moonlight.
But that is not Valerie. “ man THAT IS her soulmate right there 💓🥹🥹

I’ll be right back.
That was the last thing I said to her.
I’ll be right back.
She died alone. Alone and waiting for me to come back.” I can’t keep updating cause it’s prob gonna get deleted which is already breaking my heart, not more than this part of the book but still ☹️😞

They put too much makeup on her. That’s my first thought when I look down. Her skin is pale, smooth. Too perfect. No trace of the freckles along her nose. And the blush is too low on her face. When she blushes, it hits higher on her cheekbones than that. Her dark hair is straight over her shoulders, missing all of its usual waves.
She looks like a beautiful, dead stranger. Get me a Reid ☹️

he younger students somehow crying the loudest, despite never once speaking to her.
Her.
I swallow hard. I can’t think her name. Not right now. 💗

The tremors spread from my hands up to the rest of my body until my teeth start to chatter, and I fold over him, pressing my face against the side of his neck, but he
already doesn’t smell like him anymore.” Just shoot me 🥹☹️

NO Reid is not dead he HAS to be lying

“It’s about the prince!” Calla cuts in. “She heard about the hit on the prince.”

He sighs. “Tell me that’s not what this was about.” I say nothing.” MAN OF COURSE ITS ABOUT REID???? I swear are u this dense?

This fucker better not do anything to Reid. I hope he’s alright

I don’t argue with Leif. I could’ve been in love with Reid. I know that. I could’ve gotten there easily. After Connor, I’d thought that wasn’t possible. But it doesn’t matter anyway, because we’d never had the time, and now we never will. And maybe that hurts more. To know I’d never truly had him. That he’ll always be a maybe in my past. An almost. A could’ve been. Pull the trigger ☹️♥️

The DEEP talk with leif is actually killing me. I MISS THEM TOEGTHER 🥹

“Okay,” he says, his lips pulling up at the corners as he takes a step closer.
“Okay,” I whisper, a smile threatening on my own lips.
He stops inches away, presses his fingers under my chin, and tilts my head up to look at him. A full grin has taken over his face now. “Okay.” Y BABESNEE 🤭💓

The only thing keeping me still is his weight on top of me.
I tilt my head to the side and gulp in a breath. “Reid,” I breathe.
He seizes” oh my GOD

Reid bends down as if to pick me up, and I start to pull
away.
“You are not—”
“Valerie, I mean this in the kindest way possible.” He
scoops my legs out from under me and hoists me into his arms. “But just for once, shut the fuck up.” Reading this while listening to boyfriend by Ariana grande is so fitting ♥️♥️

I love the small acts of micro feminism : IF DANIEL WERE any other kind of witch,” not wizard WITCHHH. I love that sm

The corner of her mouth quirks. “You’re paired with the prince, right?”
I nod.
“Hmm.”
I raise an eyebrow. “Hmm?”
She shrugs innocently. “I’ve never seen him. Just heard
he’s really hot.”
I snort. “Now me and u both BABE 😛

He widens his eyes and sets his drink on the ground
beside him. “You’ve got to be kidding me. You’ve seen the way his royal highness looks at you.”
His royal highness...?
“Pfft.” I wave my hand, but my stomach flips a little. “He’s my partner. You know how the bond is.”
“Uh, yeah. And I like Warren. But I’m not constantly eye- fucking him.” HAHAHAH 😛🤭

AND I LOVE EVERYONE TEASING VAL: “Looks like you’ve got another prospect though,” he continues, his voice light. He glances at me sideways. “Too soon?”
I snort. “What are you talking about?”
“Oh, please, Darkmore. You’re not blind.”

Just accidentally spoiled myself over the fact that we’d is James Prescott or whatever ☺️

The sudden change in my center of gravity makes the rest of my body slump forward until I fall against his chest.
He lets out a soft grunt, and his hands rest on my waist. Oh. He smells good.” Yum yumy yumymumumumu

Oh. He smells good.” AHHH 🥰

Shut up I love them: “Come on, Valerie,” says Quinn behind me. “I don’t bite.”
She laughs at her own joke, and Reid presses his lips together like he’s trying not to laugh.
“I’m glad this