Jessica > Recent Status Updates

finding your surprise at the end of the tunnel didn't matter; in fact, the tunnel made the light bearable.

This book is really amping up

Second Blaine character in my life I've been introduced to, the first being from glee.

GOAL: know how to express, process, dismantle, and adjust my experience as my own locus of control

emotions = responses, not accurate gauges

We have no means to determine what would make us happy other than being saved from unpleasant experiences.

Journal about: take inventory on beliefs, reflect on the origins, reflect if frame of reference serves me

Feelings = transitory

Allow myself to have "bad" days

Death by Uncle Sam

How is being dead, son? Would I like it?

Woowwwww

Teach me who I might be. Teach me what I can become. Teach me.

"You know, I have a dream every night that I'm running my lips down along her spine, like a skiff down a river."

K so when is it my turn

"Goddamn it, pair of pussies the two of ya"

Funny

K. Attracted to Corrigan.

Started this in 2023 technically, restarting now and off to a good start.

"Any old human woman can see a man orgasm. We rarely get to see them die; it has been my greatest gift and my most divine privilege.

Honestly, yeah

Routine is how steady and safe your subconscious mind is made through repetitive motions and expected outcomes

I know how to do this, I've done it before

I dunnooooo, kinda over it

Omg the feeling that you'll be arrested for random things lol

CHAPTER 1: SUBCONSCIOUS BEHAVIORS that are KEEPING YOU from HAVING THE LIFE YOU WANT

- Your brain can only perceive what it knows. choose what you want = recreating an ideal of the past
-Accomplishing goals is not success
- Fear = interest
- What stands in the way becomes the way
- Things you love about others are the things you love about you
- Things you hate about others are the things you can't see in you

Ugh the singing

RIP BORDERS 🥺

Strong beginning

Being in a state of impasse is the worst kind of state 😰 and I've been to Iowa

Unless I'm cured, normal people will expurgate me. Finally I understood why my family had tried so hard to fix me.


Okay sad

Imagine your coworkers saying you'd be better off if you dropped dead 😭

So there's enough moisture behind shirahas papery dry skin for mucus to form

Her hitting this kid over the head with a spade 🪏 😭

After killing Andy .. she's just a girl 🙂‍↔️

Period pepper spray

But you promised! If I kept the books on my belly for three hours, you would let me out

I could kinda guess that andrew was the crazy one but not in the way that it is all unfolding 🥀

Ok milky gives horrible advice