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"And 'I love you' was a splinter you couldn't remove with tweezers" are you fucking crazy

God I can't see where this is going

"understand: the desire is to consume your suffering, entertain themselves with the chill of it"

I really don't want this to end (because by then i will be suffering)

"That we were wonderful traveling companions but in the end no more than lonely lumps of metal in their own separate orbits."

'Hunger, Red— to sate a hunger or to stoke it, to feel hunger as a furnace, to trace its edges like teeth— is this a thing you, singly, know? Have you ever had a hunger that whetted itself on what you fed it, sharpened so keen and bright that it might split you open, break a new thing out? Sometimes I think that’s what I have instead of friends.'

"I do not, as Jinny wants, to be admired. I do not want people, when I come in, to look up with admiration. I want to give, to be given, and solitude in which to unfold my possessions."

GOD. THIS VERY PAGE. HOW CONFESSIONAL