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“He was terrified that one day Shane would realize he could be with someone who wasn't a dark se-cret. That it could be easy to love someone.”

“Maybe you should eat carbs.”
“I eat healthy carbs.”
“You eat nothing.”

Omg omg it’s already starting. I am not okay.

“He’d left Russia, he was uneasy in America, and he’d spent his entire adult life drifting between continents and between lovers. But now he had been reeled in by this annoying Canadian, and all that he knew was that he wanted to stay. He wanted to anchor himself to Shane and just…stay.”

“Do you want the problem to go away?”
“I do not want the problem to ever go away.”

“Shane’s hands cradled Ilya’s face as he kissed him with the force of everything they had almost said out loud.”

Oh my fuck 😭😭

“For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he had ended his NHL draft day by getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov.”

“It’s painful to think of all the things that I didn’t let myself live when I wanted to love them.”

“When I slept with a man and he stopped contacting me, I always had to wonder. If I were thinner, prettier, better, would he love me?”

"We can do this every night, if you stay at Black Crag with me."
"As your fake-fiancée?"
"As my everything."

UGH. MY HEART!

"You can love something without needing it to love you back."

"I haven't really been dying. I think, maybe, it's the opposite. I've finally been living."

“All that fear she thought she’d lost, because the dying didn’t need fear but the living did, it all came back, wearing her skin, roaring in her ears.”

“A dead woman walking. And dead women had no use for fear.”