Ashley Steele > Recent Status Updates

ladies & gentlemen…. WE HAVE KISSING

lowkey kinda heartstopper with a speculative fiction twist

performative male starter pack

no matter where u go, there u are

!!!!!!!!!

oh we are all just flawed individuals trying to make it through

already being reminded so deeply of my european grandparents :( sitting with them in silence in their green room or listening to records playing and dancing with my cousins. olives and cheeses and meats and oils

required reading for the granddaughter of a catalan-speaking spanish immigrant abuela :) very excited

y’all hate to see a self absorbed 25 year old
woman coming

i’m phil 🥲 afraid of my own body and letting anybody into my life

she struggles with anything that involves a gathering of people, a voicing of feeling. it’s not that she doesn’t have feelings of her own, but as soon as they’re spoke aloud, they sound false, and she’s afraid of revealing something bad about herself.

there is nothing, i repeat, nothing i enjoy more than a multi pov story in which the characters' lives clash and intertwine and overlap and loop, especially within a few days. AND it's gay? yeah.

so harrowing :(

scared !!!! wish me luck. if ur a man there’s a good chance we are not speaking ever again after i am finished with this.

why not be honest? it is exhausting to haul secrets around all the time. secrets that nobody is asking me to keep. the way that people react to me is out of my control, i know this.

i am my own biggest obstacle. i have always been.