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The way I am sent into a deep rage when women are taken advantage of. When men trample them with manipulation, degradation and hopelessness... it just makes me so upset. Women know better. But they don't trust themselves and they convince themselves to listen to these demons... and it's easy to fall prey when they don't have the proper support systems to intervene or consult. It just makes me entirely sad.

Wild! It's wild to me how grown men victimize young women. It physically hurts me to listen to them isolate her and put her down and make her doubt herself... make her feel bad about her career. How tragic to give up your dream... the ease to slither into someone's world like this?? Infuriating.

Poor foolish lucien....

The mate bond is similar to zodiac academy...

I do love how Feyre has grown as a character...i don't hate her anymore lol

"In other words, in moments of intense stress, we are super duper good at dissociation....if running away has never been an option for you, u have to be cunning and do other things... it is time to bring all ur resources online bc we are going to survive this"

"I wasn't freaking out bc i was made for this moment...PTSD is only a mental illness in times of peace. The whole point... is to prepare you for... death...i lived in a fluffy down comforter world... my fear was misplaced and paranoid here. Until the pandemic" aaaah.... so that's why i was the most relaxed I've ever felt in my life 🤔🤔

"But even after #metoo, a global movement to recognize the legitimacy of women's trauma, treatment for this trauma remains a half assed endeavor, an after thought in the shadow of the glory of war. And it has always been this way."

"Trauma is mourning the childhood you could have had... trauma is mourning the fact that, as an adult, you have to parent yourself... you have to solve the painful puzzle of your life by yourself. Nobody else is going to solve it for you."

"If I misremembered my communities trauma, maybe i really was misremembering my own"

"Disassociation exists for a reason... feelings are a privilege"

Love it so far. Muuuuuuch better in audio book form so that i can think about and consider what he's reading to me.

Lolol i had to switch to an audio book. The subject matter was too dry to keep my eyes on the pages and read. After spending months, reading the same 10 pages over and over, we are finally making fast progress. It's a lot easier to listen and can retain my attention a lot more lol i appreciate having these options...bc reading educational and thoughtful material can be dull.

"There is only his fire. There is only him" seems like a theme i follow in my books lol

Would it be terrible if i just skipped ahead to the last 5 chapters or so?

I'm so bored to tears of this story turning everyone into rooted trees and euphemisms for sex to enhance their powers by connecting. So dumb..."15 hours" wasted on zero storyline so far. Just ppl recognizing other ppl and falling deeper in love with each other....i feel like ZA's final book all over again