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“It is certain that we cannot escape anguish, for we are anguish”

Instead of getting hard and heartless, he still remembers what it feels like to hurt, and because of that kind of empathy, he make sure he doesn’t do anything to hurt others if he can avoid it

While I’m a big believer in letting the past stay in the past, it’s hard to do that when the past keeps punching me in the face. Repeatedly.

The world, quite literally implodes. No way to say it other than this the moment Hudson’s mouth covers mine, everything around us simply cease to exist. There’s no cold, no sun, no messy passed, no uncertain future. For this one perfect moment, there’s nothing but the two of us in their Inferno raging between us.

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“ what do we do when we carve a block of wood but remove the negative space? Something beautiful already lives within the material, it just needs the right person to set it free.”

“Where you come from, what you endure, or only a fraction of who you are and what you can become. The true test is what’s inside you. And what you do with it..”

As I watch all of our careful plans, go up and smoke in front of me, everything inside me burns to ash. And I can’t help wondering how Shakespeare got it so fucking wrong. Because it turns out all that. “ better to have loved and lost.” stuff really is just a bunch of bullshit.

If she’s so far gone that she doesn’t even register that there’s been a lapse of time between what she remembers and now, then I’ve already lost her.. before I ever had a chance to really have her.

“If this doesn’t work, I’ll destroy you” - Jaxon
“ if this doesn’t work, you won’t have to” -Hudson
Because what the fuck am I supposed to do if grace doesn’t make it out of that grave? How the fuck am I supposed to live with myself…. Or just live, for that matter, without her.??

People fear what they don’t understand they always have and they always will

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“I’ve waited an eternity for you grace. I can wait alittle longer”

“You spent one hundred and twenty-one days frozen in stone to keep all of us safe. If you think I can’t wait as long as it takes for you to feel comfortable being back with me again, then you really don’t have. Clue how much I love you” -Jaxon

I’d buy you the world if you’d let me

Andre is Ilyas brothers name

Coke was illyas beverage of choice

Shane has always hated his freckles

Ilya has a bear tattoo on his chest

*he touched his freckles*
“I wanna look at you tonight” -Ilya

Illyas eyes are hazel

“ you weren’t getting any better like that. You were staying exactly where you were, grounding and grief, and until you decide to take that first step, you’re always going to be drowning.”

There’s a desire in his eyes, a craving that has nothing to do with wanting me and everything to do with needing me. Needing my comfort. Needing my touch.

“I want him to look at me like it physically hurts him not to be touching me” -Macy

“I really can do it yk”
“Maybe h want to do it for you”

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“ you don’t just stop living bc you lose someone”