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i can’t do this anymore. i pushed through the first two books and goddamn it i just don’t hate myself enough to force through the third. the objectification and overall loss of autonomy with fleur is so incredibly painful. she’s lost all sense of individuality, personality and her humanity. she became a living, breathing doormat for bastien. normally i can just turn off my brain and blindly read but i give up.

thank god the book is finally getting more interesting. the world building and lore dump was exhausting but i’m getting into it. i’m really liking the characters so far. it’s def different from “typical” fantasy books but i like it so far :)

IM SOBBING AND I DON’T WANT TO KEEP READING. IM SCARED. I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH. I CAN’T DO THIS.