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“Secrets are at times a necessary tool for peace.”

Meandering, like we’re trying to make sense of Fanny’s depression along w the narrator as he recalls moments where it was evident. A lot of “it was bad, but then it was good! Then bad again”

Sad

I actually can’t stop. You know how i say i like the early/mid-1900s cosmopolitan novel? This is the ideal. It’s perfect because she is also a young beautiful woman feeling pathetic and spent because of a Man. Which has happened to me, also a young and beautiful woman. I do hope she gets over Pete

Heart eyes heart eyes heart eyes

Eh

the moon in june falls mainly on the spoon okayyyy eliza doolittle

Wont lie tjis sucks un poquito

Guy’s over her until they introduce uhhh…a new thing

Just a book about a guy swinging his pendulum between total infatuation and post-nut clarity

She is in a short robe printed with flowers. She drinks black coffee stirred with a tiny spoon. Her face is natural and unpainted. Her legs are bare. She is like a performer backstage. One loves this ordinary moment, this pause between the brilliant acts of her life.

I’m reading these kinds of things in an anthropological way not in a horny way

“I need someone. I need to hold somebody close. And I need more than this holding. I need someone to understand how I feel at a time like now. And the understanding must be part of the holding.”

Being needed is almost as good as being loved. Maybe better.