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I feel the boy mentioned in the first chapter may be some form of neurodivergent. Also how the art teacher would have them copy already made pieces that dont relate to the children hit me hard. And how the boy crumbled his art to show the teacher secertly 🥺

Yep im finally reading it. I didnt have to back in highschool but im choosing to now since i keep hearing it be refrenced over and over and it does seem like a good read. My PDA was activating cause all the classes that had required reading for it whent on and on about how everyone shoulfld read it lol.

Already this book is giving me answers and im grieving how i could have had less self shame if id known. And so many revelations too. Like thats why add procrastination didnt fit me. Thats why im fatigued when nothing happened. Thats why i cant sleep properly. Its all there.

Already curious about the development between Nev and Ron. The way she asks about the baby and ignoring the brother shows a budding start of something cause she could have mentioned or hinited at anything but she just was wondering about the baby. Makes sense since Ron was pregnant and to Nev Desprate for something enough to take a job even if it was the wrong house.