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You have to believe. That’s what I think. It’s not about medicine and all that stuff. You have to believe a person can get better. There is so much in the human mind we don’t understand. But, you see, if you have faith, you can do anything."
i love this outlook honestly like its so refreshing

Together together together, like a promise."
thank god i would have cried if they didnt get together again

It took far too long for him to notice that he was alone."
no no please i wanted them to have a happy ending 😭😭

I love you.
Tell me again later when I can do something about it."
gah omg they make me sick 😖😖😖

Let's be together and be selfish and loud. I'm asking you out, Walt. I want to make us honest."
oh my god 😭😭 i love hollis and walt together so much theyre so precious

Roughly, Walt was torn from him."
holy shit they figured it out 😭😭

Well, we're not doing that anymore, so it shouldn't be an issue," Walt said. He speared a piece of plantain and ate it.
Annie made a face but stopped bothering them about it.
omg walt said we and i think annie picked up on it 😖😖

...you know how many of them stopped cooking with celery without me asking?
Just you, Hollis,"
gah they make me sick omg theyre so cute

Hand?
Walt gave it to him,"
i love that walt and hollis are actually setting boundaries and learning to live within the same body together i think its cute

Timothy nodded. He handed Walt his phone.
"Put your number in."
i find hollis/walts relationship changing with names and timothy so interesting because it really is just walt in hollis's body theyre learning to like

He had never been this horny in his entire life."
dude hollis knows whats up because walt beating jorge up was highkey tuff

Jesus. She's so hot."
im crying walt has his priorities straight

You don’t want to die, Hollis,” Yulia said after a minute. “You’re just very sad right now, you know that.”
its a good thing hollis has good friends that care about him otherwise he would have gone off the deep end a while ago

Jorge was a mess of red and black, sliced all over, deep gouges on his face, arms, chest, and legs bleeding freely. Unconscious and deadweight. Hollis froze, staring at him in horror,"
dam i mean i dont like the guy but thats scary as shit what the hell happened

What about you? Do you like being wanted?” Annie asked.
Hollis chucked another rock, hard this time.
“I can’t even begin to imagine what that feels like,” he said. “I’m still focused on wanting to be seen.”
oh my poor baby hollis 🥀🥀

The dog was oblivious to or unmoved by Jean’s disapproval and instead pressed a wet nose to the underside of his chin. Jean tipped his head away, earning a huff before Rex went still."
omg this is too cute theyre getting a dog

Jean gestured helplessly before offering a slow and careful, “I am not sorry. Perhaps I should be. But I will choose you every time. You, and Cat, and Laila, every time. I will lose them all if I must.”
jean has such a sweet and loving heart 😭😭

Her hand was trembling when she let go of her face. She caught hold of Cat’s arm in a white-knuckled grip but turned her too-wet gaze on Jeremy. He watched her jaw work, watched her swallow her grief and horror with obvious effort. Her voice was still a touch too frail when she said, “They’ve burned the house down. Our house.”
oh my god no no no they just cant catch a single break 😭😭😭

Jeremy glanced back at the TV and saw Neil half-crumpled on the court floor. Lane swung at him with her racquet, and Neil managed to kick her leg out from under her just in time. She fell on him as she went down, jamming her racquet sideways across his throat with every intention of breaking his neck."
oh my god the ravens have actually lost it

Jean squeezed his hands until his fingers went numb and willed himself to believe the words as he slowly spoke them into existence: “I deserve to get better.”
my baby is finally really healing

Jean turned it this way and that in increasing frustration until a stray memory brought him up short. “My kids,” Wymack had called the Foxes, and Rhemann had said the same this summer: “You’re one of my kids now.”
Fathers?"
oh my god im going to start sobbing 😭😭

That word again; Jean wanted to claw it from Jeremy’s tongue. He grabbed Jeremy’s chin to force his head up. “Fuck what I deserve. What about what I want?”
oh jean 😭😭😭

Careful hands settled on his shoulders, not to shake him or strike him, but to hold him still as Rhemann said, “We never should have let him get that close to you. We should have protected you better. I’m sorry that we didn’t.”
rhemann genuinely has to be one of my favorite coaches

At the end of the bench was a security guard, and at his side stood Zane Reacher."
oh my god jean cannot catch a break from the ravens

The Trojans had scored again to put the teams at six-three. Jean offered his mark a thumbs-up and intoned in English, “Have a winning day.”
okay that was really funny i love you jean

Jean moved without thinking, pressing a close-mouthed kiss to her temple the way she did whenever she thought he was unraveling. Cat’s arm went so tight around him he felt two vertebrae in his spine pop, but the smile she turned on him was bright."
im gonna cry this game night is so important for jeans character and his relationships

Tell me about the cocaine.”
Jeremy froze."
dude have some tact jean 😭😭

The seat was laid back all the way so Jeremy could stay out of sight of any passersby, and Faser chucked a hat into Jeremy’s lap before he even had the door closed. Jeremy tugged the ballcap low over his face and fumbled for his seatbelt."
is he serious he has jean in his freaking hotel room and is still choosing to go with this douche bag

She clipped the artwork to her file, supposedly so she could show it to the rest of the coaching staff while the Trojans were at class, and turned a searching look on him. “Anything else? All right, let us worry about this for a bit,” she tapped the paper, “and you focus on getting through today.”
i definitely find these usc coaches to be more responsible than wymack i appreciate them

The only real fuss came from Derek and Derrick, who started gleefully referring to Jean as “lil bro” during the final scrimmage. Jean tripped them both so violently he was almost pulled from the line, but they defended him stridently enough that White simply switched them to mark Cody and Pat."
im crying this is so cute theyre like ducklings bro