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I hate to admit it, but a good portion of the Earthseed concepts are going right over my head. I could be overthinking them, but I’d better consult Sparknotes just to be sure 😢

“I go back to perusing the menu, resuming a practically lifelong debate of mine: whether to order fish tacos or fish and chips.”

Truly one of the most oddly-specific, yet relatable lines I have ever read.

“Tragedy, he perceived, belonged to the ancient time, to a time when there were still privacy, love, and friendship, … . His mother's memory tore at his heart because she had died loving him, when he was too young and selfish to love her in return, and because somehow, he did not remember how, she had sacrificed herself to a conception of loyalty that was private and unalterable.”

Awesome pieces of information and perspectives in this section, particularly about the influence of Romanticism, obsession with folklore, and theories of common origin in early attempts by Europeans to document Polynesian culture.

“Alternatively, one might argue that there is, in fact, no connection, that such apparent resemblances are simply the artifact of a process that selects for similarity.”

You get past page 300, and you are hit with sad thing after sad thing. It is packed with two kinds of griefs at the same time: grieving someone who is dead and grieving someone who is dead to you. Grieving the love you once shared is near impossible in both instances. Now I’m just a sad little puddle crumbling under this emotional weight.

oh this is scratching an itch, time to lock tf in

James Baldwin has pen game

Listen, I was tired of my endless pile of fantasy books and craved my once or twice a year messy romance book. And oh boy is it delivering.

i was hoping to finish my read tonight, but this is hitting me like a truck

when i tell you my heart sank