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This girl was delusional.
I wasn’t just obsessed with her anymore. I was consumed by her. I wanted to suffocate her, and then give her my air. I wanted her loyalty, time, and everything else.
I wanted her to need me, just like I needed her. To the point where she was irrevocably tied to me and only me.
Maybe I really am as sick as they’d once told me I was, but I didn’t care.

She found out he lied to her so she stole 30k from him and ran away.....
He's tracking her in the car she stole from him.
She has a bunch of missed texts and calls from him thinking he'll be angry.
But he's going insane without her.
He says
“You only took 30 grand. You’ll need more than that to survive. Come back and take more”

I’m giggling and kicking my feet he’s so down bad he can’t even handle it

Okay, so maybe I was a little overbearing. And maybe I was developing an unhealthy attachment to her, one that was giving me a bad case of separation anxiety.
Sue me.
There was nothing wrong with it.
I just wanted her near me, in my bed, in my clothes and always next to me.
She was mine.
Jesus. I sound like a caveman. But ask me how many fucks I give.
Zero.

I hated when she said please and I fucking despised the way it’d heightened the urge to give her what she wanted to the point where I was giving in.
And when a small thankful smile reaches her lips, I know that I’m fucking screwed because it only solidifies the fact that I’ll continue to give in, every single fucking time if it means that it’ll get me a smile out of her.
Jesus. This was really fucking bad.

His body remains a respectable distance from hers and his hands are kept to himself. It isn’t until he hands her his phone to which she eagerly takes with a smile, that I find myself pushing my chair back and getting up.
Like I said, I wasn’t a possessive man.
But bambi had a knack for making me contradict myself.

🤭

Oh wait a minute… this is good.. I’ve opened a door to a world of wattpad and I can never go back. Eating this up.

The Colton and Gianna crumbs I’m getting right now makes me so exited for the next book.. 😚👌🏼

We are not ok right now.

No good - Kaleo 🎶
I love you Harper. Remember that when I’m spanking your ass with this belt


I’ve died and gone to heaven. 🧎🏻‍♀️‍➡️

“I love you, I’ve loved you since I was 16. I’ll love you until they put me in the ground. But I can’t keep bleeding for something you won’t let me have. I stopped living the day you left me, Harper. But that has to stop. Either come back to me, properly. Fully. No more secrets. Or let me go. Because this in between is not love Harper. It’s a slow death. And I’m not sure I can keep dying for you.”

“You need to let me go, Harper, You’ve had your hand around my heart for 6 years. And you’re squeezing it so tight I can’t breathe. I can’t ride, I can’t work, I can’t look at another woman without feeling like I’m cheating on a ghost and you won’t be with me. You won’t let me go. You’re keeping me in this place where I can’t move on, and I can’t come home, I’m just… I can’t do it.”

“I always thought that the second you stopped loving me comply, I’d die. I’d just drop dead. Heart would stop. Lights out. Done.” I stare at the ground. “And that never happened. So I thought you’d come back to me. That fate would put us back together. That I was still alive because you were still mine, no matter which state you lived in.”

My boy is hurting 😭

“Hunter isn’t the sterling you should’ve called, Harper. You know I’m the one man you can call no matter fucking what. Heartbroken or not. I’d walk through fire to help you. I still would die for you. Even after all this time. But you didn’t call. You don’t even want my help.”

His hands twitches at his side towards me, then stops. I curl my fingers into my palms so I don’t reach for him. Six years of wanting this man. Six years of running. And now he’s right here, close enough to touch, and neither of us will be the first one to break. So we just stand there like statues. Burning alive in a barn in Arizona with two broken hearts staring at each other.


I’m freaking out 😭🥹

She hasn’t. I know she hasn’t. Because I’m pretty sure when my soul mate moves on, I’ll fucking drop dead. I’ll be out on a bull, and my heart will just stop, and that’ll be it—Ace Sterling, taken out not by two thousand pounds of angry brahma, but by a five foot-six journalist with honey-blonde hair and a smile that could end wars.

This man has been yearning for 6 years 😭

“Good, now, I’m going to shut those women up over there and kiss you like I’ve been thinking about since the last time you let me.”

Having cameos of the riggs family series showing up in this book has me in my feels! It’s like coming home 🥹 I missed them so much.