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For my colour theory class I’m super excited for!

So far so good

"For so long I let my life be dictated by my anxiety. Everything I did revolved around not getting uncomfortable, not leaving my safe space. But I wouldn't do that with Brianna. I'd leave my comfort zone. I had to. Because that's where she was and for her I would go anywhere."

“For so long I let my life be dictated by my anxiety. Everything I did revolved around not getting uncomfortable, not leaving my safe space. But I wouldn’t do that with Brianna. I’d leave my comfort zone. I had to. Because that’s where she was and for her I would go anywhere.”

“…being liked by Jacob meant something because he was so shy. It’s like when someone’s pet comes to sit with you instead of their person, and you feel like the chosen one. It made me feel a little special, like he saw something in me.”

“Eating was intimate. It took me a long time to truly feel comfortable doing it in front of someone. It took a long time to feel comfortable doing a lot of things in front of someone.”

I’ve never felt so seen in a book.. 🫶🏻

“It was a small invisible gesture of friendship from me. Something she’d likely never even fully appreciate because she didn’t know the effort that came with it. She’d just think I watched the same popular show she does and that would be it. This was me making space for her, even though she’d never know it. My way of saying thank you for her friendship, even if it was too quiet to hear.”

“You are asking me to put my life on the line for the invisible, and I’m just asking you to give me a reason.”

Two things… Jacob overthinking Bri’s letter is SO REAL and puts into perspective how insane it is to be an overthinker. Wow.
Secondly, Bri’s response!!! “I think you probably want what every introvert wants—to be invited, even though you won’t come… Know you are welcome and wanted.”

My heart :)))

Jacob’s anxiety is so relatable!

Yall idk about this book. I feel like I’m reading the same argument over and over. And it’s so toxic anyway it’s exhausting :/

“He hated this place. He loved it. He resented how it treated him. He still wanted to be a part of it - because it felt so good to be part of it.”

“By the time they’d finished their tea, they were almost in love with each other - not quite yet, because true love took time and memories, but as close to love as first impressions could take them.”

Reread timeeee

Raeve is a little frustrating with her constant stubbornness to admit anything. Kaans proved over and over not to be her enemy. He risked his life just for her to still be like nah not gonna tell you the truth, cya! Lmao