Juniper Horton > Recent Status Updates

noooo omg this book is so sad i can’t take it

okay this is more interesting than i thought it would be

now this is a twist!

so bpd coded i love it

so glad the women in this book call this man out on his bs!!

i have slept with women but they are too kind and too cruel and you are too true

she loves his hands and his voice and the thick mat of hair on his chest. she doesn’t know if that’s enough

he was earnest and she didn’t know what to make of that. she had already learned the danger of sincerity. he told her exactly how he felt

no wtfff

there’s only what we’ve felt and speculation

look up at the high walls of the heart’s
atrium, this waiting room echoes
and echoes,
everything that was ever inside stays,
your big ideas, the gossip of the rain,
the collective voice
of everyone you’ve loved
asking if you’re not

the self you’ve given away, then what

you! you! you! are so afraid that in the middle of your break up fuck this life will moan to no confusion some other baby’s name

you’ll get by now that
all this is sad because pigeons
do know how to hurt
but don’t know how to sin,
this is why i’m not quite
so sad about me,
i get exactly what i deserve

when i’m better i’ll find what went missing,
the books, the equations, the stars,
and give them straight to the boy in the kitchen
that day, they’re for him have it all

so unlike how i know you:
like being given regular
transfusions of my own dirty
blood, watching the sun rise
over a world i invented, one
i’m so afraid to begin again

my baby my baby

i will know you well enough
to find you again
in the place where none of this is

“she had a youthful spirit. even if she was as old as twenty-four, she would still feel as if she was nineteen” me (i need to grow up and get it together)

yeah she’s crazy (and fatphobic)

truly did not expect him to appear in this book

calling it now that faere’s family has powerful fairies in their bloodline

thank god she didn’t leave lucien i would not forgive her

what’s ianthe planning oh god

“being sexy had been my identity for so long and i was consumed by it”

damn why did kim air her out like that???

oop kanye??

two of my worst fears (sleep paralysis and tearing)

hitting a little too close for comfort

“if anything i feel shamed listening to all this, about the fact that i get plenty of sleep and my vagina is as tight as ever”
it’s giving internalized misogyny babe 😔

in a relationship for five years then flirting w someone seven years younger…. the numbers are lining up too well

feels racist

now isn’t the time to talk about mates lucien like damn read the room