Ellie > Recent Status Updates

if we existed for even a second, we could exist eternally

will you still put your mouth to me so feverishly then, when i have fully decayed?

how could i ever hope to be authentic when i am a constant lie?

“i hope we still love each other after this. i really hope i can still look at you”

all along i felt so far away from everybody else, but now i think i was just far away from myself

i’ll marry you if you get passed all the shame of being with me 😭

“for the first time in my life, i am not afraid to be seen for what i am”

“now that i away from you, i have never felt further from home, further from myself”

“isn’t it sad, that you have such a hold on me, and yet you are not mine? what i feel goes beyond words”

the way she talks about martin and falling for him in the future … oh my god i have never felt more seen, it is like peering into my child brain