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shoutout to suicidal children who could not kill themselves despite their want. on an entirely unrelated note i’m gonna be sick.
call the coroner, book the hearse / my whole God damned family was crazy and i / was just 14, and ready to die / strike while the iron’s still nice and hot: / you people can stay here but I will NOT

wow. a lot here. song about a son who lost contact with a parent due to divorce at age six. the connection to a prior song. bad patterns. “try to step outside the shadow of your great catastrophe / dream all night of freedom / never wake up free” <— the last line in particular evoking never quite free to me. wow.

predictable, if spectacular, results

i did a pained groan when i read the title. excavating / the space we left behind

drafts are organ donors

heavy heavy heavy stuff . the next song being this year is also Wow

sometimes you just move on and sometimes you just don’t

THERE WONT BE ANY REASON LEFT TO CRY / BECAUSE THERE WONT BE ANY PEOPLE LEFT TO CRY FOR / MY MEMORYS GOING TO VAPORIZE ITSELF

song feels like a gut punch. “i don’t remember writing it” doubly so. what do we owe to each other? is death a victory? sometimes i’ll meet you out there, lonely and frightened. the end of an album to end all albums.

fucking ow.

i think someone was mean to you when you were little, that’s what i think. i think someone was mean to you. i think someone was mean to you when you didn’t deserve it, that’s what i think. i think someone was mean to you. i think someone was mean to you for a long, long time, that’s what i think. i think someone was mean to you.

what a song. a popular one but popular for a reason. there’s gonna be a party when the wolf comes home :-)

I AM GOING TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS YEAR IF IT KILLS ME. I AM GOING TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS YEAR IF IT KILLS ME.

one of my all time favorites. who doesn’t love a song like this? i respect him never releasing it but i do wish i had an easier way to listen to it more often. i will make do with the localnewslegend cover :) i hope you love your life now like i love mine

also gorgeous and heartbreaking and tragic. what a beautiful way to describe a sad thing.

a tragic and beautiful song… really love this one

ths one is really good. my hearts a swamp by a nuclear reactor / i give off a phosphorescent glow / my friends all tell me i’ve got to get out of here / where is there to go? // things are bad, and it’s worth some reflection / to think how much worse they might get / my stepfather / isn’t quite down with me yet / get me out of here, get me out of here, give me a cigarette

stay sweet. i am so tired goodnight

amazed at how much this one seems to fit in with we shall all be healed .. hmm i’m out of words for today exhausted. this was a good one

KILL YOURSELF MUSIC

this song is devastating & made ten times more devastating with the further description of his childhood bedroom , because it reminds you that this was all real, and happened somewhere real, to someone real.

the ghost note…

no words+ i teared up+ you’ll be sorry, you always feel sorry later on / when you come around to say so, i will be gone / and in my place, meet my letter-perfect body double / you erase me

THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS EVER

a lot to say. the live version i listened to substitutes his sisters “sad” for “scared”. i have a lot of emotions about moving. stepfather’s open arms. “it’s a little blurry, and sometimes less blurry than you’d want.”

ALMOST ALL OF JUNE WILL BE SUNSET TREE???????????????????????????im gonna be suffering bad. anyways. love as always JD’s somewhat nonlinear approach to narratives. starting after it’s all over. the fallout of which we learn the context behind slowly. beginning 3 years after the fact, st. joseph’s baby aspirin, battles & jaymes, and you, or your memory

THIS IS WHAT THEY MAKE YOU TAKE MEDICATION FOR!