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“”You’re on a beautiful island with a growling stomach and an open schedule,” I tell myself, snatching my phone and stuffing my feet into my sandals. “Might as well make the most of it.”

“How many loves, I wonder again?
Some loves, like ours was, are like wrecking balls in glass houses.” Pg 357

“”- so maybe love doesn’t conquer all but just some. Because all is vase and love is so varied, like light in a prism; if you move it around a room, depending on how it catches, it changes. It means different things and there are so many different things love can be to people.” Pg 344

“I actually think his gaze is less sexually charged and more perhaps - I’m providing- you know, mother…ducky” -Pg 284

“I’m not okay. I feel like I’ve fallen into a hole. No edge to grab, no end in sight, arse in your stomach, stomach in your throat, heart in the hand of a girl who’s holding someone else’s- just a kind of forever falling, this fucking suspending always falling, which is sort of what it feels like to be in love with her at this point anyways” - pg 161

“It’s because I’m weak, I think.”
“Too much of my life, maybe even too much of who I am entirely, can be traced back to him or us.
Everything wonderful, everything magical, everything painful, everything beautiful and spectacular and wretched and defining that has happened to me happened with him.
And I hate him for that” pgs 92-93